~Distance isn't a problem because in the end I have you~
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Thread Topic: ~Distance isn't a problem because in the end I have you~
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*hugs back choking back tears*
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*l hug you, crying softly*
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I'm killing myself slowly each day...*holds*
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Don't *l look into your eyes*
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But I am, my wrists keep bleeding and I overdose...*looks at your arms*
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Don't overdose, and don't cut. l stopped hurting myself for the ones l love.. *l take my bandages*
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*looks at you* *places hands on your cheeks* I love you, and it hurts to do so.
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Why do you still love me Emma? All the times l've hurt you..
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Because I know you didn't mean it... you're like a drug and I'm addicted. If the drug (you) kills me in depression, at least I know I'll die Happily. I always tell myself, tomorrows another day, he still loves you and didn't mean it. I always tell myself that.
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*l hug you* l stopped hurting my self for you, for Anna, for Midnight.
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*hugs back* The fact that you're with my bff kills me even more, Everynight I read through the threads we dated in and I cry cutting because you mean the world to me. I never wanted to let go of you, I loved you so much I had to let you go. God Johnny it f---ing kills me not being with you. My friends worry, but rn idc...Whenever I look at my keyboard I always see U and I together...but then I look at you and feel stupid for letting you go...I always think of suicide...and no one worries
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Emma, you know l hate you talking about suicide. Stop it. *l start crying* l never wanted to let you go, but you went. The reason why l rushed into a relationship is because whenever l cry every night l attempt to kill myself and get very close. l don't like doing it, my body just does it. l never liked watching you hurting yourself and l never will.
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Then why do I keep doing it? *grasps wrists* I wish you would just swallow your pride and admit you miss me...I always tried to kill myself...I f---ing need you..I feel empty when you're gone. I don't like beign checked out by other guys. I miss the nice words that came out of your sweet lips, I miss your warm arms. I never asked for it to be this way, I never asked to be alive...but yet I'm still standing for the one I love but can't have.
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l don't know why. All l know is l loved you when l first set eyes on you. l've been through s--- lately but you've been there for me.
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*cries* I'm there for you because I f---ing love you. *crawls into your lap and looks at my arms*
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