~Secrets~
Thread Topic: ~Secrets~
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Ok, I know I have done this a lot of times, but this time I actually mean it. I'm serious. I do mean it. As much as you guys will probably say "oh you're just going to mess it all up again a day after you said this." But please just give me one more chance, okay, this can be my last chance. If I mess this one up, you can all punish me or something.
What I am trying to say here, is that I am truly, truly, absolutely sorry for the trouble I caused. I seriously feel ashamed of myself, honestly I just didn't mean to do those things that I did a few days ago. And I also apologize to you because I have been such a whore over the past months. I know that none of you are willing to forgive me, but just give me a chance. I also know that I have done and said this millions of times before, and I didn't stick to my apologies, but this time is different, this time I'll stick to it, I'll be a better person this time.
I have to admit, I was such an attention whore, but I was too scared to admit it, too scared to believe you were actually right. But now I know, now I realize the wrong I have done, and I am here to right it.
I just want to forget about the past, seriously, and I just want to start afresh. I wish not to remember what has happened back then, and I will be grateful to you if you also are willing to let me start again, and forget about the stupid things I did. I knows it's probably too late now, that you are all past the point of forgiving me. But I would be really thankful if you decide to let me pass, to let me try again. Please.
I know this paragraph is beginning to grow long, but I have quite a lot to say.
Remember that I gave my accounts away a couple of days ago, so I no longer own those ones, that means you can't accuse me of being the owner of the account when I'm not. (I don't know if that makes sense, but oh well.)
I don't know who has them, but I am absolutely 100% certain that I do not own them anymore. So if there is a post from that account that is mean or offensive, it's not me.
Anyways, enough of my jibber jabber. I think I have a few certain people I definitely need to apologize to.
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Adam:
I know you do not want to talk to me any longer, that you will probably never ever forgive me, but I will apologize anyway. I am truly sport for the pain I have caused you, for causing so many arguments with you. I shouldn't have been such a whore. Honestly, I am saying the truth right now of how I feel. I'm sorry for ruining our relationships we used to have together, I should have realized waht a bad "girlfriend" I was. Now I know that I am no angel. If you find the willingness to forgive me, I'll be grateful.
Lyle:
I am so sorry for everything I have said and done to you. I don't know if you'll forgive me, but here I go, apologizing to you. I remember the good tikes I had with you a few weeks ago, when you used to be my wonderful GTQ brother. But now, it's jot like that anymore, and I know that it is my fault that you now despise me. Truly, I am sorry. I hope you to give me,if you don't want to forgive me, I understand. I didn't mean to ruin your birthday or whatever you told me, I didn't know, I guess I just took what you said to me in tbh, the wrong way. Sorry.
Andi:
I know you are way past forgiving me, and I remember you saying you no longer wanted me o talk to me, but I feel the need to apologize to you too. I am dearly sorry for being sch a difficult GTQ daughter to you. And I know that you no longer wanted to be my parent, you disowned me weeks ago. Of course I know that was all my fault, I'm so sorry for being such a horrible person, for being such a ungrateful girl I was. Please forgive me, I just want to start again, and forget about the past. But I know it's not that easy, sigh. I totally understand if you don't want to forgive me, or talk to me ever.
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So, I think I have said my apologies to the main people I have upset...
Honestly, I promise I won't break this apology, I just want peace now, I hate the tension between everyone because of me. Because of the horror I have turned this place into.
I hope you all find it in your hearts to forgive me.
I am truly, absolutely sorry. I don't think I have anymore to say now. Good day to you all.
P.S- I will try to stop using the caps lock button, I know it'll be hard, but I will try.
Thank you for reading.
~ Maddie
No. f--- you Andi and Lyle. -
Hm.
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Ugh.
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Awh. I'm not special enough to receive an apology that I definitely deserve? That's disappointing. :/
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Ima go now
Bed for me :3 -
Here it is)
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No.
Why the f--- am I back?
Idk
I guess I need to carry on with my story..? -
*curls up* no
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Might make a story quiz
About warrior cats maybe.
And it will probably be one of my own made up fan stories of warrior cats, because I made up my own clans and cats :3
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I got Spottedleaf as my pro pic :3
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Uhm. I'm going to list my cats and clans I made :3
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BrambleClan
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Leader: Willowstar
Deputy: Dappleheart
Medicine Cat: Moonfeather
Warriors:
Leafdapple
Rainclaw
Ashheart
Spiderfur
Dapplestream
Saplingtail
Frostwhisker
Apprentices:
Whitepaw
Brookpaw
Jaggedpaw
Fernpaw
Icepaw
Darkpaw
Queens:
Flowerstream
Fallenflower
Rainshine
Kits:
Greykit
Dapplekit
Coldkit
Woodkit
Flowerkit -
Bored now
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Gonna go and make another quiz.
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I really need to get to ducking junior!
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