My Official Thread.~
- Locked by Dark22978 on Jan 21, '17 10:54pmReason: owner's request
Thread Topic: My Official Thread.~
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and I'm so close to that
I'm so close
I just wish I can finally get sadder and give up
and die
And I win the game. I actually win the game.
but damn that is a nice plot though see what you can come up with? -
or if you continue to live or have a will to live
you'll live in a regurgitated state of misery and melancholy
and you can't try to kill yourself and go back to your previous life
In order to win life's or the afterlife's cruel boardgame, you have to kill yourself. Commit self-murder. -
hm let me try doing that
brb
haha what am I kidding
I won't be back I'm dead
bye -
f--- this.
I miss you so much. I've never developed this kind of feeling, ever, in my life where I could miss a friend so f---ing much, even if I'm mad at them. -
I wish I could do more, but I restrain myself. You do care for me a little too much. Why?
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You even care when I'm mad at you, which is now occasionally.
Hhhn. -
I can't wait to get to the next page so nobody sees this, urgh.
I think I have developed feelings, but I know not to go far into it as hell would break loose. -
Metaphorical shell, ay?
...sigh
just feeling a little thoughtful -
But I know in these cases that I'm going to be the screwed up one. I already am the one that's f---ed. Everything you guys say just makes every bit of that feeling wither, and die, and break and shatter and you're so oblivious that it does hurt. I should stop reading those then. My eyes could trace along those words that could led to the future of heartbreak and misery. It already has happened. And the more I thing about it, it's just really sad thoughts. I'm not even angry. I'm sad. And what you sent was basically a rejection message, even if it was "sugercoated as f---".
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Hi...
Is it right time for me to enter ORV do you want privacy -
*or
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You can come in.
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Ok then
What's up?
Are you excited for Santa comingggg!! -
You said you liked me before but then you're so eager to get into a permanent relationship with someone and have the audacity to flaunt it in my face. I can still see it, I can stop myself from seeing it but it's still there.
I understand that nothing further is going to happen, but you could have told me that before so I could get prepared for the repetitive heartbreak I always go through.
That's why I am mad. It's insane. -
Alright, time to change the topic.~
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