~Life~
- Locked by RainInTheShadows on Apr 12, '20 2:37amReason: Locked upon owner's request.
Thread Topic: ~Life~
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Yay, someone to relate to~
Yeah, I feel so protected between my brothers spirit
And my GTQ family ^~^ -
hi
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Kait: nice.
Athena: how r y? I am fine. -
*doesn't know what to say*
Duuuuuuuuude -
we try,
we try,
we try to lie
so we dont die
but we fail and bail
but don realize that its our own
demons that are defeating us and
when we try to fly all we see is
our souls going and us fading
but to see that 1 must be
the one that does the deeds
deep into the forest and playing where it echos deep into the heart of the forest. And where i am at true peace with myself. And where I can play any song I want. Where i can be surrounded by tall deep oak. And green leaves like the color of the moss growing mindlessly on the side of a stone. Where I can sit on a tree stump and just meditate. But still have the calmness of the soothing melody of Serenade of water, the stillness of the forest, the chirping of birds, the gentle breeze of a sacred sanctuary, and the quietness of a...well...forest. All the qualities of a forest...I-I-I just feel like being away from everything but not with that feeling of being lost in a forest, but the one that you know your way and you always have a sense of where you are and not feeling like some one is watching or following you, not the creepy feeling. But that feeling that you know everything is okay and no one in the world is watching you,like you have no evil energy near you for a hundred miles, and you have little spots of warm sun shafting in through the dark-green leaves shining on the moss-grass forest floor. But with the small lightning bugs floating around mindlessly and where you that nothing can harm or hurt you. But i guess that is all too wonderful and only to dream about...all the peace...all the green...all the quiet...all the good feeling...can't...be...true....Yea sure i can dream of it but it wont be the same as a real forest...with real things and real forest air and that clean air that seems to be so perfect that i has been cleaned and polishes by the leaves of all the plants with the crisp aroma of the soft deep red roses and their thorns untouched and with all the elements with you where is is only to good to be true...but...i-it...is....with the cool crisp forest air mixed in with the small streams of sun shafting on through the tree top canopy with birds in the loft of the trees...like I said before its all to good to be true. I need to go through the gate of time and play the song of time to go back when she wasn't there and wish you two never met because i have too much pain and can't complain but unfortunately that's just destiny but now i see that it was all a joke and now have to many secrets but have always had them this pain haunts me in my dreams all the time and it hurts when you cry for her but who am i just left behind now and can never get you out of my head like a song that keeps playing but i cant help but to cry and ask why, why am i the one, the one that always dies by enduring it and not getting the praise and just left to cry but that's why i like to walk in the rain so no one knows that i'm crying and this battle that is between me and my own demons... i am loosing... -
Yeah, I am just fighting with somebody Idk. (On that thread)
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good
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Nice poem/song.
Glad to hear that -
poem not really but ok thx
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Welcome.
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they will slowly eat me from the inside out and first devour my heart and please don't cry please don't cry please don't cry for i will always be there in your heart from time to time you will think of me but move on quickly but this is cutting me like a knife the sharpest in the universe and haunting me in the night...please don't cry i have tried to many times and don't think i can every time i do every muscle hurts every thing hurts and its like a huge dam of tears breaks in my eyes but they feel like fire on my face compared to the cool rain that beats down and no one can tell that i am crying because my tears mix in with the rain but i feel torn and you feel good with her but its true there's another one your loving and i hate to see you go. love is an ugly thing and to mess with to but its my love not yours that's being meddled with i feel like i just got shot right in the heart and it shattered like glass and that glass cut my insides and inside its just a bloody mess of cut up organs bleeding and never stopping and just dying in-front of you but not caring only to be with her and you've broken more that one heart and karma will hit hard but i still wish to be with you but i cant i cant help to cry when i see you alone but there are chains holding me back and i am left in the dark to rot there in a bloody puddle and you not remembering me because i was wiped from your memory and my heart is stone i wish to be with you but the chains and i would rather rot in the blood i would rather die than see that you forgot me i would die right there and you would weep for one who you only knew for a split second but one that you knew for a long time and never stop because she was beautiful and then you are all alone again and have a lost soul around you but you wish she stayed longer because you loved her and never wanted her to go but she left because of those chains those ice cold blood-stained bloody chains that held me back from you and when they let go it was already too late. and the blood that spilled that day, is lost forever and even as i weep with you you are alone and i fade away because of your sadness and can never come back and i feel like everything we said in the past was not true and just words with no meanings you never really realize how much you miss someone until you loose them.if you set something you love free and it doesn't come back then it was never yours to begin with
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i wrote all of these along time ago
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cus of...reasons
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*pokes Orion-chan* o u o..
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Athena: for Brian?
Nk: *pokes back* :D
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