*sighs deeply*
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I see evil blue eyes staring at me from afar.... the charger monster is at it again...
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I know all your reasons
To keep me from seeing
Everything is actually a mess
But now I am leaving
All of us were only dreaming
Everything is actually a mess -
Haha..
Let me give a quick apology for all my past actions and crap...
.... California is where it all started... where it's going to end, too. -
But.... ugh... I can't just wear long sleeves all week.... my stupid immature folly is so visible... if my parents see they'll think I am..... it's right on the side of my wrist....
Maybe if it heals enough I can cover it with makeup... -
What the hell did I do to myself.... there is so much of it.... it covers an 3/2 inch perimeter...
I could have at least been more discreet... -
*secretly wishes I was watching gone with the wind*
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Can't do a dammed recording. My brother woke up.
That mades no sence.... I scream in my sleep all the time, and he never wakes up, but when I'm talking in a monotone voice he wakes up and investigates... -
.... I didn't have caffeine . I swear... I don't know why I am so awake.... probably because either am just at that beyond tired stage where I'm wide awake and can't sleep....
I seriously hope my parents aren't thinking about attending church tomorrow... I couldn't do that.. -
... hmmm... is there any reason The Reason is stuck in my head?
Whatever~ I don't really care. I like this song so I'm good. -
Please help. I'm about to condemn myself to another sleepless night and I can't do that... I have homework to get done tomorrow and I need to get better. I can't do with either of those things if I have to rely in the five hours of sleep I got this morning....
I need to sleep or I'm sunk. -
So.... I try really hard to be a loner in school.... it's not that no one will be my friend, it's just that I don't really want to socialize. I like my little bubble of just me and me. I like to be able to get homework done during lunch without feeling obligated to talk to anyone and I like to feel free to talk to random people online whenever.
... problem is everyone wants to be my friend this year because everyone is new here and is trying to build up their circles of friends....
And I'm weird about the people who I might possibly want to be my friends.
I do not want to be friends with the two successful gorgeous blondes that most people would love to be friends with.
I do not want to be friends with the bubbly social group of caring happy people.
If anything I just want to be friends with the goth and skater girl... I want to be friends with all the odd balls and people no one really wants to be friends with.
I cringed when most people came up to me to converse, but I was actually a little excited when the skater girl smiled and waved at me sincerely.
I'm just weird.... I guess...
Oh well, whatever happens, happens, I content with my place there right now, buy I don't resent change... -
I'm going to go finish that pizza I started earlier today.
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I'm going to go finish that pizza I started earlier today.
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This night is alive with the smell of insane
Its reaching for me and its calling my name
I beg for silence to drown out their weep
How did this asylum become where I sleep
So ashamed of waking
All my life you failed to keep me safe
My whole world's forsaken
Won't let you destroy my faith again
All my Questions get no answers
Locked up tight from the world outside me
Mommy come get me out tonight
All my Questions have no answers
I can feel the fear inside me
Mommy come get me out tonight
So close I almost could taste my own grave
My moment of selfishness caused by your pain
Almost threw this life you gave me away
In this institution for you now I pray
So ashamed of waking
All my life you failed to keep me safe
My whole world's forsaken
Won't let you destroy my faith again
All my Questions get no answers
Locked up tight from the world outside me
Mommy come get me out tonight
All my Questions have no answers
I can feel the fear inside me
Mommy come get me out tonight
Forgive me
With wings adorn me
So I can fly
All my Questions get no answers
Locked up tight from the world outside me
Mommy come get me out tonight
All my Questions have no answers
I can feel the fear inside me
Mommy come get me out tonight
Mommy come get me out tonight
Mwahaha... wait, when did I start listening to songs like this? Lol, idek... oh well... -
Dear pain, oh, it's been a long time
Remember when you were holding me tight
I would stay awake with you all night
Dear shame, I was safe in your arms
You were there when it all fell apart
I would get so lost in your beautiful lies
I let you go but you're still chasing
Go ahead, you're never going to take me
You can bend, but you're never going to break me
I was yours, I'm not yours anymore
You don't own me
Dear hate, I know you're not far
You would wait at the door of my heart
I was amazed at the passion in your cries
Dear anger, you made me so high
You were faithful to show up on time
Such a flame that was burning in your eyes
I let you go, but you're still chasing
Go ahead, you're never going to take me
You can bend, but you're never going to break me
I was yours, I'm not yours anymore
You don't own me
Go ahead, put a target on my forehead
You can fire, but you've got no bullet
I was yours, I'm not yours anymore
You don't own me
You tempted me to look back
But everything that we had together was a lie
Go ahead, you're never going to take me
You can bend, but you're never going to break me
I was yours, I'm not yours anymore
You don't own me
Go ahead, put a target on my forehead
You can fire, but you've got no bullet
I was yours, I'm not yours anymore
You don't own me
Go ahead, put a target on my forehead
You can fire, but you've got no bullet
I was yours, I'm not yours anymore
You don't own me
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