Sade's thread
Thread Topic: Sade's thread
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Well, did you try to push them out constantly?
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Nope. Cared for them like family
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Andi, I'm trying to talk to you, I'm trying to show that I care. I even offered to talk to you on hangouts. You didn't take the offer. I'm really trying to help you out. Or at least trying to make you happy.
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I want to make you happy too, but I can't do that if you are going to act like this.
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Act like what? I'm trying to find myself right now. I lost it. I list everything. Both of my parents are about to die soon. My father stops breathing in his sleep. If my mother didn't stay up all night then he would've been dead. My mother has a bad heart along with my father. My mother is diabetic. She also has a disease that I don't want to say. My whole family has been ignoring me for the past three weeks. My best friend is always talking about how much she likes Jesse and I don't f---ing care. For once, just for once I want to be happy. Only one thing can make me happy and that's a brand new life. I already f---ed this one up. Jesse had to beg me to eat something today. I didn't want it. I want to starve myself. Everyone says "I know how you feel." No, you really don't. You aren't me. You don't know what I'm hiding from you. I have lied to my teachers so they wouldn't take me away from my mother. The teacher went through my "life journal" when I went to the bathroom. She asked me if I actually felt that way because she was going to call a f---ing therapist. Another one. I already have two. I lied to her because last time that happened they tried to take me from her. I don't want that. I don't want to live with Jami. I just cant. I still love them.
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I don't know how you feel. You are right no one does.
And i'll be straight up and real with you. You can't have another life. But you can, and from what I have seen you are staying strong. You are still young. That's a really good thing, it means you have plenty of time to start all over. Little by little. We can help you. You are actually going to have more experience than most people our age. You will know what it truly means to struggle. And i'll try my best to be here even through your toughest moments. If we try hard enough we can do it. -
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Goodbye.
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...Andi just please...
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I'm aching
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*hugs*
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