Blow a kiss, Fire a gun
- Locked due to inactivity on Jun 25, '18 3:54am
Thread Topic: Blow a kiss, Fire a gun
-
that's a funny rule considering someone watches a certain youtuber that says kys/kms all the time, lol, hypocrisy game strong around here
welp guess it's time for me to drink some bleach
overwatch just disappointed me with Genji's "summer skin" -
lol Leafy
and it doesn't even matter in what context you say "kill yourself"
also this rule spiraled into existence when me and ZaneIsHere kept making commercial jingle references in some fake ass suicide thread and they said tO DON'T POST!!! don't say kill yourself!!! when we made harmless jokes -
Lucioball is weird
-
f---in love Leafy and Pyro
but some nice clean jokes come from my all time favorite, DesDes~
as harmful as it can be, this society tends to use "kill yourself/myself" as a huge joke and has done so for a long time, i used to be sensitive about myself but now, people just need to toughen up or ignore jokes -
exactly
and they need to learn what is actually real or not
it just seemed like some attention whore faking their suicide, and they reminded me of the user Voices or The Nerdist or whatever
who asks questions before their suicide?
sooo
yeah -
I think I'm dying
I can't contain my giggles
I'm thoroughly sick of people that fake death, I might be an emotional, dramatic, over-the-top prick, but come on
What does someone gain from faking suicide? nothing
and it's by far one of the most annoying wastes of time and space
I don't remember their name, but I remember the one kid's "mom" that came on here...ugh
this world makes me salty -
I agree. It's just going to create some comedic fail anyways.
And yeah, that is one of the biggest inside jokes of this website. It just turned into some copypasta joke and everyone just recites it for the lulz. xD
and all of the rules business is just another way to try and show the mods that they are on some moral high ground
it's annoying -
I love inside jokes
like Plank and Doorknob
making that a thing with my bro, not even playing
in my honest opinion, there may only be one or two mods I see as moral and higher up than the rest, but for the most part, they're as low to the ground as we are
they probably don't have their heads buried in the dirt like I do, but still, they're grounded all the same
I've concluded that I hate people that act like they're higher because of some status, and I'm proudly going to say that I'm on the ground like everyone else, even lower I'm sure, but I honestly don't care to be some high and moral person
at least I'll have my brutal honesty :P -
Who's that? YouTubers?
Also, how do you feel about the Tumblr gender trend?
I don't like any of them, period. Maybe Selena because they/she/it/he whatever is actually cool. Kish is cool too, that's about it.
E X A C T L Y
It's like some stupid club that needs to be burned down immediately. I even agree with Le1f, that sometimes they need to get off their high horse. -
a joke Absolid and I made on FB
I think it's dumb, but it's whatever, not like you can tell someone to not change their name especially when they legally can
I hate my name, too, but I'm not going to change it unless I undergo a transition from ftm
tumblr is just...ugh, the trends are gross, the only tumblrs I look at involve my favorite artists
oh no the Vortex Club--
the use of a mod is to keep things in order, but some of the rules that are being made up are late as f--- - or they've broken those same rules before
no blame to prying eyes or anything, I know the mods don't all agree all the time, so some rules were fought against :B
I don't see their purpose because they'll all leave eventually -
I never asked for help. All I wanted was to be treated the same, but I never am. I'm always the one on the outside. You think this is joy? No. Not in the slightest. I'm thoroughly upset to the point of choking. I didn't want to fight with you, specifically, it really wasn't about you. But you make excuses for her when she can speak for herself. I'm sick of people doing that. Sick of everyone treating her like she never does anything wrong. And I'm sick of being misunderstood and unheard because of the bulls--- bias around here. It felt likeI didn't matter to either of you, especially once you started talking again. You've been here for me, and I don't appreciate it enough because I keep expecting more than what I get. I know I need to not do that. It's just...irritating that she didn't even bother trying to talk to me when I went through something similar. I'm an a--hole but I don't say "I told you so" when someone's breaking. I've had people do that, it's degrading and infuriating. Excuse me for already feeling anxious and having it spike when I see two friends that become extremely close in a matter of days but I don't get anything like that after a month or longer... It made me feel like I was just filling in and that I didn't really matter. But I am entitled to rant when I'm upset, especially since the same has been done to me multiple times. There's a knife from everyone in each other's backs, don't even try to deny it. It's not right, at all, but it's happened.
I'm awful at expressing myself without being angry or getting out of control with it. I spend more time holding things in than talking about them. Whenever I do let it out, it's just angry words, half of which shouldn't be there. So I'll say it like I did when talking to a friend earlier, I felt like I was being replaced, like I didn't matter as much as someone else, and it hurt even if it isn't true. My anxiety and paranoia kick in and I just get so messed up and I feel like I can't trust anyone no matter who it is. And when I say I want to be with my mate, it's not meant to be a guilt trip, it's a genuine feeling I've had for two months. I don't trust anyone, ever, not as much as someone might think, so when I lost the one person that I did trust, how can I not want them back or to be with them? Social anxiety doesn't just go away, especially when it's formed over the years. I was trying, I really was.. I was being patient, and getting out, trying to do things that made me happy, and all it did was backfire. I came home, saw one small thing, and jumped the gun like an idiot. That's how it always is, one small thing that forces everything else out and ruins what I work on. It makes me wonder if living is even possible sometimes, but I can't make myself disappear, no matter how much I might want to.
But I can't blame this forever. I overreacted. Greatly. But I'm angry, I say things I don't mean, in which you can't say you haven't done the same. At the same time, I was trying to express how it felt, poorly. I'm awful with words, especially at any given moment. I don't know the right things to say until after I've already messed up, or after I've already missed a chance. I can never say everything I wanted to to certain people in my life because they're gone. I realize things I wanted to say, or a better/healthier way to say them, when it's too late to say them. I shouldn't apologize, they don't mean anything. They really don't. I just want to not break for once. I want to be able to not overreact or blank out over small things.
I know it doesn't mean anything.. but I want to talk to you at least. In time, of course. I won't be a pest or a bug anymore.. I'll try to sit and wait if that's what I need to. I never wanted to argue with you, it's not your fault. It's mine, for a good 99% it's mine. But not at all was any of this your fault. You just wanted to help, to try to make things okay, but I didn't want to hear it. I'm sorry to you, I thought I was doing better, but I'm not. I just feel worse. I ruined everything I wanted to make better. Again. Because I'm an idiot that can't properly talk about what's wrong. -
It means everything.
But I really, really need to think for a while. About a lot of things.
Thank you for saying this. -
That's nice. That freaks me out a bit. I don't know what the hell it means but it's scaring the s--- out of me right now and I don't know what to do...
-
Why would they call my phone? How did they even know this was my phone? Is my identity at risk? I'm only f---ing 19, I haven't done anything to cause this phone call.
-
Oh thank gods... Still shaky but it's nothing real or serious.
I love the easy misuse and manipulation of phone numbers... If it was real, they'd call again or send something in the mail. Hope for the first because I know I didn't do anything.
This thread is locked, therefore no new posts can be made.
