Blow a kiss, Fire a gun
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Thread Topic: Blow a kiss, Fire a gun
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I like that my mom's been backing me up lately. I love that I'll spend a whole day away from home but still be called a hermit by my dad and brother. So my mom told them that I've been more social, they pretty much shut up after that.
I've spent the past two weekends hanging out with my sister, and I spent some time with Emma a couple weeks back. I talk to her almost as much as I used to years ago. I may enjoy being in my room and playing games, but I do still take time to talk to people. And I spent 11 hours at South Haven and got fried so they can shut up about me being pale. Once the burns are gone, I wanna go to the beach again. I didn't get to go in the water this weekend, so I want to go again, on a 90 degree day, and hit the water. -
There was a Russian in Teahouse named Sacha, that's probs where the fandom got it from
just a tiny more until level 16...
then loot box-- -
I enjoy people that point out everything wrong with my face--
let me just add "entire face" to list of insecurities
I also love being called a ghost or a vampire, then getting burnt to a lobster red after going outside
I love being told "you're only smart because you're Asian"
...I'm not even Asian
I love knowing that I'm going to be underpaid solely because I have breasts and a vagina
two things I honestly wish I didn't have
speaking of that, I love being told by my dad that the only reason he's still with my mom was because I was born a female
I'm 5'2", 19 years old, and he tries to talk to me like I'm stupid
he tries to act like he knows everything and is superior to me just because he's my father
I hate being a female, more than anything, but science isn't advanced enough to give me a functioning penis
I hate these constant headaches that don't seem to go away for more than a day or two
And I especially hate knowing I'll be walking into the world alone
the only person I ever wanted to by my side no longer here
and the last thing they said to me had to be the biggest lie
"you're a very sweet person"
only towards you... you mattered the most, so I wanted nothing but to make you happy, especially since some people around you were so cruel
I wanted to laugh in our fathers' faces when we were finally able to come together
but now I just can't breathe, and I can't bare to stay in this garbage town any longer
I remember one time being so angry towards you for something, and you didn't say anything awful to me
you just let me vent, gave me time, you were calm towards me
years later you still loved me for who I was, through all the bulls---
I just wish more than anything that we could've shared more... that I would've said more
maybe if I said the right things, you'd still be here... -
I want help.
I need it.
But no one has the patience for me the way he did...
Nor can I trust anyone nearly as much.
I had never been so content with someone that wasn't my family in my life.
Now, I'm sure my life will be one spent in solitude.
Then again, it already is.
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I'm still tired... But I can't sleep anymore.
Thought about drawing Lúcio
But then I was like
Nah, I suck -
mew..
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If I blame myself, I'm told to stop.
If I split the blame, the other person gets mad or says they did nothing wrong. Then I'm an a--hole.
If I blame anyone that's not myself, I'm toxic.
Make up your mind. Either let me put blame on myself, or don't complain about me if I don't...
And no, if someone is stalking my shït the "you" is universal. It applies to more than one person. -
A cute Drew to brighten my day =u=
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Plays hard bots
Becomes a support main-- -
;w; I'm coot?
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You're always coot.
A cooty patooty~ :3
I see you're a bit bummed. How are you, sweet child? -
;-; oooshhhstahp
Yeah, I am. But it's always like that. How are you?totally has not been reading your rants D; -
Nevarrrrrrr~
Well, if you need me, we can always talk about stuff in private. :'3
I'm just a pile of self-loathing, the usual. I'm gonna plug in my earbuds and draw once I'm more awake. ;u;
I guess we're both just tired and ranty this morning. -
>:3 will rawr if you don't
My Kik wiped out every one of my conversations, so I don't remember your username. ;w;
Strange, I am doing that right now and about to go read some ED articles. I hope you will feel okay later though, please.. But I want to see what you drew!
Yeah, pretty much. -
rawrs are coot too--
Ah, I'll send you a message in a bit. c':
ED articles? Tell me about those.
I can post some WIPs once I drag out my laptop~
Ranty people we are. But that's okay. Better to get it out than hold it in forever.
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