Blow a kiss, Fire a gun
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Thread Topic: Blow a kiss, Fire a gun
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No. That would be Damian's words. I don't have the words to justify that feeling, I just know that that's how I feel every time.
No one talks to me that much anymore, I don't blame them. And I don't want to approach anyone because it's not my place to do so. I don't want to risk being lied to either because, at the end of the day, I can't see the people I speak with's expressions. I can't hear their voices. I don't know what's true or not anymore.
I constantly wonder if my mate even loves me anymore, I've woke up and cried from nightmares of them expressing hatred towards me. I'm so damn paranoid that I doubt everyone and everything. -
I shall drown in this sandwich.
And Mountain Dew.
Maybe a full belly will help. I just..need to relax. -
you beautiful precious baby I love you so damn much
your feelings on humanity remind me of Alucard
too bad people like that don't actually exist
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I feel bad that I can't contribute to my clan more.. But I need more MTS before anything, so I need all of my materials to get them. Soon I'll probably need SFTS...
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10/10 would purchase
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Waking up at 4 am
Wide awake because I'm so annoyed with something
Checking Skype because of a notification
Hoping it was a friend because lonely af
Even more annoyed because it was some random ass person that I don't even know that made a 500+ person group
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sigh
This is why I'm starting to go insane
This is why I sit and talk to myself -
So much for being there...
I think I should just get another job. And work myself to death. Marry my career and spend the rest of my life that way.
I want my mate. I want a life with my mate. But with as s---ty as it's been so far, I probably won't get that. I'm not allowed to be happy. I simply don't deserve it for more than a few seconds, I guess.
...I just want my mate... I don't want to be away from them anymore. I want to be there for them while they're ill and comfort them when they're upset. But I can't. This world doesn't allow me to do that. -
My underclassmen are graduating. They're probably all so busy. That's probably why David hasn't said anything lately. He always notices. He understands and asks what's wrong. We've been through so much s--- with each other, I think I can call one of my best friends at this point. I wish he weren't so busy so I could rant to him about all of this s---...
There's Jason, too, but I'm sure he's even more busy because of KAMC. I hope he gets what he wants in college, and he'd better let me know when he's on break.
My two brothers forever, I swear.
I need to finish cleaning up my room so Kaitlyn can stay over. I want her to show me some of the meditations she learned.. And her presence is so peaceful. -
I should've earned over $500. But I'm sure that my aunt isn't even paying him that much so I'm pretty sure I'm going to be ripped off anyway.
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David needs to read Noblesse so he can be M-24 for me. Best colleagues, best bros. -
I write too damn much.
I need to invest it into that story again. -
f--- Charter
f--- it hard
...at least my internet is back up
so I can look at more pictures of this babe
love this man so much -
I feel like trying to talk to anyone would just lead to awkwardness or an attack..
I need more food. Need more Noblesse. Need more sims. -
Or if there isn't an attack, I know how people talk on social media. Just say it to me. I don't really care anymore. I know how to break myself down and look over the pieces at this point. They agree that I need to do that more often..
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It'd be nice to completely come clean with them. But I already know he wouldn't even bother trying to understand. She would. But him? No. Not in the slightest. I wouldn't even get to speak long enough to explain.
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