awkward silence
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Thread Topic: awkward silence
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Why have you left me behind darkness why
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Hey Dead You had the opportunity,
You had the time and place, why you left me behind -
I ask my self why am I here for?
What is my purpose true? when I don't want to live anymore -
What did I do to deserve this?
Is the question that lingers -
Just try to understand my breath, and why I'm still alive is that because my past and my sorrow want me to keep tormenting me
And want also for me to remember the trail that my tears are making, -
Why the f--- my death was ripped away from me. Damn it mom and dad. Can you get the picture i don't want to live any longer specially my illness. Let me f---in GOOOOO!!! Sooner or later it will happen
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Broken Promises
There's something about tonight,
Something lucid,
These damp nights seem never ending, -
Death is only a step, it is really painful to see the sadness and sorrow in my self, that is the death that really hurts me the most. Knowing that my face is just masks that appear, and hide something which nobody understands, that is what hurts me .... that's my own death for now intill my real one come and hopefully soon cuz I'm have reach my breaking point
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pretender!!!
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:( your not here anymore
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*cries* mi amor why do you want to die your purpose is to be here with me god is trying to get us together but it takes time......you act like you dont care about how much this hurts me to hear you say you wanna die and that it would be better that way.....how can you ask the darkness why?? everytime i thought i was loosing you i prayed to god he would help you through he knows that everynight i wake up screaming, tossing, and turning because of my past i always find a way to talk to the moon and explain to myself that even though im going through pain its only what has to be felt for in life there is always pain but with you i found everything you made me happy again you made me understand life in itself....*cries*.....but if dying is what your wanting god will give up sometime sooner or later and you will vanish with the wind and leave behind heartbreak......im doing my best to keep up with the promises i made you and awaiting the reward of time allowing you to keep yours to me and i love you more then anything.......this is just so so much pain i know you deserve better, i know you deserve to be set free i know you deserve everything *cries* i can only give you everything i have is that enough?? you are more then enough for me you everything to me mi amor arent i the same for you?? *cries*
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My dear friend you and I have a date tonight
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Tonight it will be the night I promise this time it will not fail I know exactly what to do
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Tomorrow noone will know
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Brother...
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