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Thread Topic: ='(
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they mean something. they bring a message. they express how i feel. they make me feel better. but now, nobody is reading them here, and i feel useless... i am nothing... i am less than that rock, or that tree, or that blade of grass. sure, i am me... but this pain and sadness... it's eating my soul away until there will be nothing left. this used to be my place of comfort. the one place that i could be myself and truly love myself for it. now it's all gone. it's just... the same as out there. i'm just not belonging anywhere. i don't belong here, i don't belong anywhere. i'm an outcast. and as long as i am, i think i'm making life harder for you than it should be. i just can't take it anymore... i'm becoming nothing. i am nothing. and until i get myself out of this mess, i don't see how i can still come on here and try to be happy and random and the old alana, when all it does it deepen my wounds. i'm sorry..... i'm so.. so....soo... sorry..... *cries* D'=
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*hugs alana* hey a lot of people feel like that, though i'm not sure what you mean by 'they' i ish here for yew :|
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*hugz* thanks... they... i'm not sure... i was just writing and trying to see through the tears... i don't know... im so lost right now...
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i'm speechless alana, i don't know what to say to make you feel better, you always seemed to be one of the happiest and coolest of the GTQ :(
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thanks carri... i don't know what happened to me... maybe i need to start listening to happy songs... i don't know. maybe i just need a sunny warm day that i can go outside and rid of all my sadness by sprinting nonstop or screaming until i lose my voice. i want to be happy, i really do, but i think my happy bone is broken... :/
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so is mine but i cover it up just fine lol
do what you need to do to feel better, hang out with a good friend, get away from your current environment, kill a couple of a--holes....*AHEM*
the point is, i want you to be happy
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:D i found dis picta ov a cuuute wittle squid and i named him squiddlez!!! and nao i feelz a lil betta!!! :D plus imma watchin charlie the unicorn and eh'm doin da voices hehee....
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