My New Thread
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Thread Topic: My New Thread
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I'm so nervous and scared.
I haven't felt like this.
I dont know what to do -
I dont know
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So, it turns out it was her nerves. Mom and dad made up an excuse. They know what they did, and they really don't want anyone to find out. This is the first time their abuse has had a major effect on our school life..
I'm trying to figure something out for her. -
That dream got me
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TRIGGER WARNING
I told my boyfriend this, so when i say you, it refers to him.
The dream started off at my house. Mom and dad were hitting me and C. We got away from them and ran outside. There we ran into a guy with a black jacket. He also had black hair, was really skinny and pale. He was trying to take the gas put of the car. Mom and dad dragged him away from the car and started to beat him up. They didn't do it for long, but I do remember afterward he was cowering in front of the car. Me and C were still outside, so I take my opportunity to tell the guy to get out. That they are like that all of the time, and somehow he runs all the way to town and makes a phone call, or starts to. My parents get there before he could finish and slap him, making him hang the phone up. Then the dream changes and I'm at school, sitting in the gym. The gym is arranged into sections. One for dancers, one for people giving speeches etc. I'm sitting on the bleachers, watching all of this, because I'm not interested in any of this stuff. Then someone sits beside me. Its someone I know. (I wont say who) We start to chat for a bit, then i say I'm going get lunch. Well, when l got lunch, this person wouldn't stop staring at me and it made me uneasy. I walked by them and they grabbed my wrist. They said things, showering me with suggestive comments and compliments. Somehow during this, this person got there friends to come behind me. The person let go of my wrist and this persons friends grabbed me and dragged me toward a darkened hallway, whispering things. (Not going to say what) I remember feeling so scared in this section of the dream, but i do know someone came up and told them (tue person I knew and their friends) to back off. They did, and I ended up collapsing to the floor, shaking. They said they would be back. Then, somehoww Ballard got involved with this and explained something along suicide isn't the answer and that he knew my parents weren't the best at home. The dream changed and I was at an amusement park with you. We were holding hands and having fun. For some reason they had a Rick and Morty ride that would let you travel through dimensions to find a Mr. Meseeks doll. There were a lot of rides you rode, but I stayed on the ground, just watching you have fun. After that, you said you had to go talk to someone. I said okay, and walked into the store that was right behind the amusement park and waited to you. I kept texting your phone, but you weren't answering. I waited for a long time, so I started to look for you, but I didn't find you till later, and you in the store, next to the towel section. Then I remember us sliding/skating on the floor with our shoes on. Your smile was so lightweight and happy, and then you said you had to go agsin. I asked if i could cone with you and you said no. A couple of hours later I found you with a red-headed girl, and you both were kissing. I was furious. I asked her to step away from you and she said no, she was your girlfriend. I looked at you, and shook my head, and ran off. The dream transitioned to me, getting on a bus. You and the red headed girl was there, and other people I don't know. You looked completely different, and this red-headed girl was all over you. She was pregnant as well, and this set me off, but I didn't say anything. I looked at you anf I asked why. You had a pair of grey headphones on, so you didn't hear me, so I tapped your shoulder and you turned toward me. It seemed like you hated me. (I cant describe it. Its impossible) I asked you why you left me and your response was. "Because, your bot good enough for me. You're not beautiful. You're not what I want. She is" I remeber some other things, but after that I just tirned around and cried. That is when the girl started laughing and sneering at me, and I woke up. -
I have had two people tell me I have insomnia..
I need to check. I dont think i do -
Well then
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Its only 12:38
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I am going to try to get something done today
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Exams start tomorrow
Ewwwwwwww -
I dont habe to go to school if I dont want to though
Mom and dad make me -
I swear i cant spell with this new keyboard
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I love his step-mom
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Yep
I am a dumb--- -
Exams start tomorrow
I want to actually feel good about myself
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