My New Thread
- Locked by Dark22978 on Oct 21, '18 6:30pmReason: Owner's request.
Thread Topic: My New Thread
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This will probably be my last post for a while. I will be back eventually. That never fails. If it does this time, then I guess what I have set to do has been accomplished. No, nothing bad, before your minds go that way.
I am tired of me not being able to be with the person I like. I am suffering emotional and psychological abuse because of it. This is the only place where I can be open about it. I'm not going to use another secondary account, because I don't feel like hiding anymore. Home doesn't feel like home. It's a place I want to get away from. I am having inner conflicts as well. I have matured while being on this site, but also deterioted because of my situation. I am not the same innocent, happy, wide-eyed girl that first joined this site. I wish I was. I think back on the days where I would talk to old friends. Some who have left this site behind, others who have not.
I don't want to feel scared, depressed or lonely anymore. My attempts have been futile. I have had to make a secondary Facebook account just to talk to my boyfriend. I don't even know who I am completely anymore. I have had frequent nightmares for the past few days, and I haven't gotten much sleep. This is too much for me to handle on my own. I am quite literally scared.
I don't like the feeling of being pressed against a wall so far that I can't breathe, or that despite my hardest efforts, I am put to shame, or called a slut, tramp and whore by my own parents. That I have to stand up for C because of their frequent suicide attempts. I feel alone.
I need time to think.
I just needed to vent. -
Clearing
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Okay, we good
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Lul
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*spins around and looks at you, rolling my eyes* That's a bit weird, but okay *stumbles forward and walked toward the direction of the pub*
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Whoops cx
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I hope we have school monday
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So, maybe me moving out will be sooner than expected
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I don't think that is going to happen
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I could be wrong though
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moving out where
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From my parents house
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I want to see Mystery Skulls on tour
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