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And if I do it without the tape, the bag will just fall when I pass out. Duct tape would be better than normal, but.. Also, double bag.
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Brandilynn. Don't for the love of god.
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But the duct tape is in the shed and it's raining and I hate the rain. But I also hate it when it's not raining. I guess I hate the outdoors period. I hate the indoors too. Mm.
It's either this or being stuck in a mental hospital for who knows how long, because they found out about the pills, Ashley. And I hate that place. And one of the people I love most in the world, one of the people I kept trying before hates me now. -
Thirty minutes.
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f--- the rain, I'm getting the duct tape.
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Then don't let them find out about the pills. Then they lost out people who choose to hate you when you love them have given up a beautiful opportunity. You have me and Simone and Leticia and we love you and if someone chooses to hate you that's their loss.
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I feel like you're talking about me.
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They already did. And, you don't understand, Ashley. It's not just that. That's not even the beginning of it. I don't want to deal with this anymore, okay? I can't.
Who else would I be crying over? You clearly can't begin to understand how much I cared about you, and how much it hurts to know that I f---ed up enough that all of that doesn't matter now. That the fact that you were the first actual friend I had doesn't matter. You were before Ashley, before Dark, before any of them. And I f---ed it up. -
Yes you can. I know you can you're stronger then I am you blow stuff over that I have panic attacks over. Your not afraid to share your emotions I freak out anytime someone asks me how I am.
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You don't know, Ashley. I can't. I'm done trying and pretending and dealing and acting like it'll be okay, and that it doesn't hurt when it does.
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Item obtained: Duct tape.
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Well then don't act like it doesn't hurt. Let it hurt let out your rage on people who deserve it. Not yourself.
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anonhelp NewbieYou would do this on your sisters birthday wouldn't you. Be selfish let her grow up thinking you didn't love her enough to be alive on her birthday.
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I cared about you too but when you called me a b---- I thought that you didn't. I never said I hated you. I thought if we didn't talk, you'll feel a whole lot better. For you and Dark. I'm sorry.
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You shut the hell up. You honestly think thats going to help? Guilting her. For the love of God. It doesn't help anyone!
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