The Storm
- Locked due to inactivity on Aug 4, '16 4:31pm
Thread Topic: The Storm
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So I'll find what lies beneath
your sick twisted smile.
As I lay underneath
your cold, jaded eyes.
Now you turn the tide on me
cuz you're so unkind.
I will always be here
for the rest of my life. -
Is this really because I'm scared they'll call me to work over the next three days? s---. I'm gonna be sick.
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There's no way out of this. What am I gonna do? I can't distract myself. I'm going to throw up if I keep thinking about this. I can't. What do I do?
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my head hurts and my stomach is upset and I honestly don't feel like I can make it through today I'm so f---ing nervous and scared and she doesn't understand
nobody ever understands
stop telling me I don't know stress
it destroys me day after day of course I f---ing know stress -
are you kidding me
did I actually just
holy s---
i'm such a little b----
i can't believe i actually just made myself cry
this didn't have to happen I'm so f---ing stupid -
I shouldn't be this scared, though
it doesn't matter
it's just spending my time in a different place than I would like -
okay but no matter how much I say that it doesn't change the fact that it's bulls---
it's just being somewhere that I can't leave without f---ing up all of my s---
it's being confused and tired and sore and having everyone around me insulting and yelling at me and it's worse because you told me I didn't have to today -
BUT SHE DOESN'T CARE
YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO CARE YOU SELFISH APATHETIC b----
I'M FREQUENTLY MAKING MYSELF NAUSEOUS WITH THIS BULLs---
I'M NOT SLEEPING LIKE I SHOULD AND I WOULDN'T CARE IF I DIED RIGHT NOW AND YOU DON'T CARE -
But no one gets it. They say they do, or in her case, they don't even try to understand, but they don't. You all think I'm being overly dramatic or lazy. I don't know how to explain this to make you understand how I feel. I'm so scared. Please stop. I can't handle this.
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you want so badly to be the protagonist here
do you think you're changing my mind by insisting that you feel worse than I do?
i'm not sorry
well I mean I'm sorry that you're dealing with this
i'm not sorry for what I said
i didn't do anything wrong
how do you even call yourself a mother -
I don't know what to say
by the time I know my day will already have been wasted being scared -
how do I stop
it's completely inescapable
would any of them understand if I tried to tell them
it happened once
it's not that common
they said I had so few days this week because I'd already worked so many last week and they wanted to even out the hours
honestly what are the chances they'll call me again over the weekend? -
enough to make me panic and cry apparently?
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i'm literally the meanest and worst person i know and this is probably exactly what I deserve
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you don't understand
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