The Storm
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Thread Topic: The Storm
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No, I'm going to melt down entirely. Why am I panicking now? I wasn't made to live like this. I wasn't made to deal with this, bear witness to these disgusting displays, not be able to help people, swallow this much stress, be subjected to dramatic change, and I can't handle being trapped. These are some of the most self-destructive things I've ever done and I want to cry and sleep forever.
No one respond to this, either. Just let me seethe quietly. Please. -
I'm surrounded by knives and I can't buy any of them
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God damn
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I want to be numb again. That's not a very good way to do things, but I'm kind of getting sick of feeling like this.
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This is just speculation. That's all. I think being really drunk or taking a s--- ton of pills would probably make me feel pretty warm inside, kind of like water. That's the kind of feeling I want. I want to be surrounded by dark and warmth, and I suppose some really dark music would be fine, too. I don't want to feel a thing for a while. Forever, maybe. I want to hide from my life and not deal with it. God
holy f---ing s--- I just can't
I can't stand the thought of anyone needing me
I don't want anyone to call on me
I want to be without interruption and live in silence and deny my reality.
Holy s---.
f---ing god I just can't.
I don't want this.
I don't know the words to say to express how tired I am. -
this didn't go the way I'd hoped
there's no way to fix any of it -
My insides don't feel right.
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ohmycastiel I look ridiculous
f--- me
I really
dammit I don't know -
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defiance
*flings a toy at you*
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I am both manti in this image
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oh
*has toy flung at*
*is hit*
*sits down and accepts it* -
*stares*
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*glomp attack* -
*is glomp attacked*
*falls over and accepts it* -
*pokes*
Dark: *flings Ciel's ring at Felix* GET OFF OF MY MARU
OW
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