Rei's thread
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Thread Topic: Rei's thread
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I feel slightly better. The emptiness has been quelled.
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And that ball seems natural now. How can I keep going on with this fake smile? Someday my mask will crack.
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I'm tired of forcing myself to move. I'm tired of being tired. I'm far too young to feel like this. But why can't I escape?
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Never before have I felt like I actually needed someone to comfort me.. But I probably wouldn't listen. I'm deaf to the voices of others.
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And few can hear my call. The march of self destruction carries on for eternity. There is no end.
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The darkness is so inviting, the corner even more so. The lustful blades tease me. The shadows grab my wrists and legs, preventing my escape. While my mind endures this torture my body runs through it's schedule on autopilot.
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It feels like I'm in shackles.
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The cage of a madman can't be broken. It's best not to open it. I wonder why people approach this madman. He'll only hurt them in the end.
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I'd rather just bleed out than hurt any of you. If I crave release from all of this, why will no one satisfy my requests?
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I'm tired of being treated like I don't exist. Just once in my life I'd like to be acknowledged by more than two people. Why don't I exist?
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Hell, maybe I'm not real. Maybe I'm the result of a delusion. Who the hell would delude someone like me?
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Then if I'm not real, it doesn't matter what happens to me. And nobody can prove that I'm real. Nobody can really prove anyone's existence.
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If I'm a delusion, are you all delusions too? Is this my reality? If this is my reality, I'd rather not be. I'm already halfway there anyway.
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.....I hate this.
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....I'm tired of living in this false reality. Will someone help me find reality?
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