My OFFICIAL thread
Thread Topic: My OFFICIAL thread
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*Puts on Not Gonna Die*
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the rain Newbie*sigh*
Alex I was always Saturn, but my reasons for making that account aren't what you think. -
Well I don't care anymore I decided last week not to make a single friend more so that little trick won't happen again. And of I end up killong myself cause I have no one left, then so be it. This us it, I haven't put the rule in place yet but I am putting my foot down on it.
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the rain NewbieIt wasn't a trick. It was for my own personal benifit. I was being selfish and I made a mistake. That's why I try so hard to be selfless, because email selfish nature always ruins everything.
and if that's the way you feel about it the you might have just lost another friend. -
Made no sense but okay
then so be it. jyst another step closer to dying so I can get used to the feeling of hell or whatever I'll be sent to thats worse. -
the rain NewbieIt doesn't matter. This whole thing is my fault. It always is.
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no itd not your fault its just me being the depressed b---- I always am. Your life would be a whole lot better without me in it.
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the rain NewbieI am starting to think that might be true. Seeing as I am happy and normal when I am not obsessing over all this. But these are some entry's that I constructed over the week.
5/13/15
Today was unusually decent, I haven't thought of Alex really all day and was motivated and focused - for the most part-. I believe I have my interior motivation back.
Debate was a conflicting thing though, you see I was totally unprepared for the affirmation side and was screwball in my argument with neat, organized Rebecca. Shockingly enough, I am qualified for the next round.
I have to go do an immense amount of homework.
-Savanah,
5/15/15
Reading twilight was a fatel mistake in my behalf, having a mesmerizing weekend without the comfort of WiFi and a soapy romantic novel is really killing me from the inside out as I fight my resort to run back to that fake place.
My brother us begging me to finish my homework so dad can turn the WiFi back on but if doing my homework brings that standard and temptation, then I would rather fail my classes.
-Savanah
But I always take the hard road. I can only get stronger from them. So I don't want to give up, not yet, not whilst I am driven by this bubble of insanity. Give me till Saturday to get my thoughts in order. Nothing is indefinite. -
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the rain NewbieI honestly don't know what to say. I am so broken and I can't open my eyes. I need help fixing myself right now.
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So do I.
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the rain NewbieI don't know what to do anymore.
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This thread is so full of despair
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the rain NewbieMaybe we should start again, both create new accounts, put our old ones in storage and create new official threads .
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