My OFFICIAL thread
Thread Topic: My OFFICIAL thread
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What's wrong?
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UniverseStardust NewbieAlli's parent sent an email to me saying to stop talking to her.
WELL f--- YOU TOO! -
UniverseStardust Newbiegtg
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Wow, they do have a legitimate reason to tell you that, but I get how hard that must be.
*hugs alex* don't worry, you will see her again onr day. -
Okay bye,
If you are on later Tonight then I will see you then, but if not, then see you next Friday -
*sighs deeply*
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*sighs with you*
But then smiles.... -
*blank look, then looks down and gives way to the same frown I always have*
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Don't frown Alex, think happy thoughts.
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Theres nothing left though. Alli is all I had and now even she's gone...
I need to start over. I keep telling you to be the person you were long ago...but really it's I that needs to go back...forget any of this ever happened. ..forget all the friends I've ever made and then lost...forget everything, start again with a clean slate... -
All I ever wanted was to be accepted for who I really am, not the b---- that others say I am or act like I am...
BUT THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN SO LEMME JUST GIVE THE f--- UP ALREADY -
She isn't gone, even if she was murdered then she wouldn't be gone, because if death is into a period then there can't possibly be anything in between two letters, except for maybe a ( whatever this is ' ) which only means to shorten something that was originally longer, or show ownership.
well I am the person I used to be silly, (though I must confess it is fairly hard not to rant whilst I am here and keep a positive attitude). I know what it feels like to need a fresh start, but guess what? I found that too over the week, or came with surrender to the life I had then and submition to the person God wanted me to be.
Alex I found happiness again and so can you. -
Are you still there?
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But I'll never see her again. I'll never talk to her, and the odds are even if we do meet in the next life (although I'll probably be in a little bit less than heaven) It won't be the same, because right now we're both relatively open to what we can do and we can change each other's lives if we want. But without her in this life, our time will pass and we'll take different courses that will change us to the point we won't even care by the time we die. We might not even remember each other after so many years...
But this time, there is no getting back up. I'm too heavy for anyone else to pull me up and I can't help myself up. I just can't -
Well if that is what happens, then that was Gods plan, and God has something better for you if he doesn't want you with Ali. (Also, I am not sure if you need loving supportive wendee, or frank and honest wendee, so I am going I just have to give you a little bit of both unless you say otherwise.)
YOU don't have to. That's God's job, but he can't help you if you don't let him.
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