My OFFICIAL thread
Thread Topic: My OFFICIAL thread
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If I may ask, Savannah...Why not?
...If ypu don't have my number then how did you call me last time...? -
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Whatever I did, I'm sorry...Look, could you please, please explain what all is going on? It seems like you're hiding something...But maybe not and I'm just insane.
Oh and if you don't have my number anymore somehow, can I still call you or do you not want to do that either?
"Everything's gonna change"...Why the hell does that keep running through my head? ? -
You still think I'm "older than I say I am", don't you? You think I'm a complete s--- for lying to you, huh? Hate me, don't you? Well lemme tell you this...I could think the exact same thing about you, for pretty much the same exact reasons, but I choose not to. And I can, now, and would be willing to do anything, anything to prove that is incorrect. I am everything I've told you I am. Also, why the hell, after all this time, and after everything we've went through since I first met you over a whole year ago, would I lie? Only a complete idiot and fool would lie if put in my position...And I tend to like to think that I'm neither of those.
But if it's a done deal, then fine, so be it, leave me to rot, but just know that if you do that, there's quite a good chance that if you change your mind, there won't be anyone home to "come back to".
And sorry if this sounds rude, I'm not trying to be...I'm just trying to be stern and to keep my position, because I won't back off the truth...YOu of all people should understand that... -
Let me wait to eat my pizza until a few flies get on it so I can get sick and die...oh wait there are no flies in winter
damnit -
*steals pizza*
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Hi
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Hawwo
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Whoever you are, even if you are Savannah, thanks for reminding me what a piece of s--- I am. Really, sincerely, thanks, I really didn't get enough of it for the whole month I was worrying if I'd ever talk to the greatest friend I've ever had ever gain. I really didn't feel like s--- enough then. And I haven't quite cried my eyes out enough either I suppose.
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So it wasn't her? I was right?
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I don't f---ing know, but stop trying to convince me its not her because if it is and youd convinced me I will be so mad at you and you really don't want to see me mad...
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I am just trying to help :/
From what I've seen, I am pretty sure it's not her and I'm usually good at spotting doubles. You should ask her for proof to be honest, like she should call you again or something. -
Sorry,
Yeah, but she "doesn't have my number". Realistically, I can see how that could happen, but she did call me before she lost it, idk...Or maybe I should call her, if that's really her then she should be able to answer it immediately. -
To f---ing hell with all the bulls---
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You don't think I care? You don't think I'm telling truth now and never was to begin with? You think I'm just like every other guy, don't you? Well...I'm not, okay? I care and never wad lying to you and I'm not like all the others! But I'm sure your parents have done a good job to convince you of all that even if you didnt think that yourself in the first place! Why would I lie to you? Over this last month I have cried more times than im the whole previous year and maybe more, and I probably thought about killing myself more then than in the rest of my whole life combined, and the only reason I'm still alive right now typing this s--- is because I actually thought that maybe if you came back you'd actually care...Apparently, like ALWAYS when I try to keep hope, I was wrong! I don't whats wrong with me.. Maybe I should just go kill myself anyway, sure sounds like a good f---ing idea...Or maybe I should just hold onto hope again just to see it crushed all over again like every f---ing time I try to...It's like every time I'm actually happy it turns out to be too good rto be true...So I guess I'm done trying to be happy. In which caae really I should just leave this damn site since everyone I know is going to try to make me hold onto nonexistent hope and try to be happy when it's simply a thin sheet of ice I fall through every single time!
But I guess none of this matters anyway. You don't care. So why should I?
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