My OFFICIAL thread
Thread Topic: My OFFICIAL thread
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No, I never said I didn't have anyone, but the people I have are not going to make any difference (Trust me Zane has tried like hell and it hasn't worked in the tiniest amount) So really there's no difference to if I was completely alone
Good on them, they'd get to feel the same pain I do, they'd understand what I feel like now. Especially the closer people. None of them can understand now but they would then. And it would sure help me; I get to get away from all the bulls--- in the world since the stuff I grew up listening to about how great and amazing the world is was a complete f---ing lie. -
Not only do I hate living without you I detest it like I do Satan, though I should get used to him, gonna have to spend an eternity around him so might as well get used to him .-.
But like I said, I absolutely detest having to live without you... -
The people you have might not make a difference now, but a couple of years down the road they will. If you ever needed someone they were there. If you ever wanted to talk they were there.
No, not good on them. You think making them feel the same way will wash away your sorrows? That's not how it works. I understand that some people said the world was great and blah, blah, blah. It was the paths they took and the choices they made. The world could be amazing, if you want it to be, but the again, it could also be a complete hell-hole if you want it to be. -
It's just f---ing pointless
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Like I could even make it a couple more years...Yeah, right. That'll be when I'm getting ready to move out of my parent's house so I can go live on the street for the rest of my life. Like I'm gonna enjoy that or something.
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You can make it a couple of years. Also, look at the way you see things. Don't look at things in a negative point of view. Try to be positive.
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It doesn't have to do with want or viewpoint, what I was told as a kid simply does not exist. And No, it won't wash away my sorrows, because I'd be dead. I would have no sorrows left besides the fire of hell to deal with. And the other people, they would at least understand what I'm going through while right now they can't. I wouldn't wish it upon them, though, but everyone always wants you to focus on the positive in situations, so there's the positive in that one.
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See what I mean on the positive thing
And honestly that really annoys me when people say that because sometimes, thereis no positive to focus on. -
...The last time that I was truly happy was the last time I skyped her...Shouldn't've taken that as much for granted as I did...
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Alek, will you please listen to me. I know what you are going through. I know how you feel. There always has to be some sort of hope. ALWAYS. When your feeling down or depressed, there is that one person, that one thought that makes you want to keep on living.
Now, as I've told Red, Sade and plenty of others, if you kill your-self, then your taking two to the grave and not one, because I will not let one of my friends die, knowing I could have done SOMETHING to help. -
Nothing here left that'll or even could help
Don't be ridiculous, Jinx. -
I'm trying...
I'm not being rediculous. I'm being serious. -
There's still no point, I still feel like crying my eyes out. ..
Why would you follow me? You have no reason to and it's just stupid -
*hugs* Then I'll keep trying.
If I have no reason to follow you, then don't do it. I'm going to follow you now matter what, because your my friend and if anything happens to you, I'd rather for it to happen to me first. -
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But what happened to me did not happen to you so you have no reason to die because you actually do have reasons to live that really matter, I don't. The one huge reason I had is gone now.
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