My OFFICIAL thread
Thread Topic: My OFFICIAL thread
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Orion_ NewbieThen what? .~.
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Nevermind, damnit.
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Orion_ NewbiePlease... tell me.
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.... *awkwardly sits on the floor*
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It's nothing. Don't worry about it. It doesn't even apply.
Hey, sorry... -
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Orion_ NewbieAlex...
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What.
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Orion_ NewbieTell me what you were going to say.
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I didn't want you to leave, was all. but I knew you said you needed to get winded down so I was fine with it.Just being a selfish dumb--- is all. -
Orion_ NewbieI am winding down. I have a movie playing and I am really relaxed... actually I was the selfish one... I made an excuse to go because I didn't want to have to talk to you... I have been the selfish one this whole time.
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Oh...well, no, you haven't...
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Orion_ NewbieI hsve... everything I do is selfish. I sit around while my family does chores. I never offer to give up my seat to someone else, I keep giving my family all this crap about school because I don't want to fight a battle, I said yearlier to being your gf... I never used to be this way, but I can't help it now... I am trying so hard to fight all of this but it is so difficult and I have nothing to fall back on. One more hit will break me now. I have no hope. Nothing to rely on. If I fall I know I won't get back up again... I will have no reason to get back up.
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I can be that reason, and you can fall back on me...
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Orion_ NewbieBut Alex I have. And it doesn't fulfill me. It doesn't feel real. It doesn't satisfy. I have put my hope in everything and I have used everything to drown out the emptiness but I can't ever find anything. I can't..
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