My OFFICIAL thread
Thread Topic: My OFFICIAL thread
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Woah, pef timing o.o
Oh no...I'm sorry, Savannah... -
Becayse I dont deserve to be happy and i m afraid to believe life is good when i feel so emprty.... Ibwould rather feel umbearabld weight then feel nothijf at all.
Dint put this on youself.... It my problrm -
Hehe
Its... Fine... -
But Savannah, You do deserve to be happy...
I'm not...
:-_/
No, it's not... -
No...
Good..
You are right... Its not.... My parents are still concerned and im such a negative person.... I know they see through ny disguise.... -
Yes, you do...
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This is why ling isn't the best thing to do... -
*lying
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No... Please dont try to make me believe that....
What do you want me to say?
Are you cuttin?
Oh, yes, mom. I cut and I am a miereable self-oppressive depressed teenager who has been lying and hiding everything from you for months.
That would fly well -
If you don't deserve to be happy, then you don't deserve me...
If you wouldn't have lied in the first place then you wouldn't be in this situation... -
.. Thats why I am so conflicted..
Dont give me an altumatum, thoufh... Unless you really think I am strong enough...
If i hadnt lied i wouldnt br speaking to yoy right now -
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huh?
So? It'd be better than you being the way you are...Look, I just want you to be appreciateive of what you have and what you can do, and to be happy...Even if it means you can't talk to me... -
*sigh* Alex. No. I.. Ypu dont ynderstand and you never will...
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Then make me understand.
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People HATE me. You dont unseratand what it is like to grow up knowing that eceryone despises yoy and wanta nothing to do with you..
I HATE myself. I cant ever do anyrhing right and I am a stupid selfish little... I hate myself so much I just wanna... -
But I do. Everyone who wasn't a family member or close friend hated me with a burning passion. Because, they were jealous.
Savannah...does what I tell you go in one ear and out the other?
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