My OFFICIAL thread
Thread Topic: My OFFICIAL thread
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Kiss me
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..? Wha- ... Savannah I... *sighs and looks down and closes eyes as if dying*
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What!? Is it so bad that I am desperate for affection? I think know I have reasons enough to be! *sobs* *crumbles to the floor* I can't do this anymore!! If only the pain I feel could lighten for a moment... is that to much to ask?
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You don't understand and maybe you never will...Look, I don't know what's gotten into you these days but you're worse than me, and that's not like you. Thus is my fault and I know it is. But I'm not the one to fix this. Because I, now, cannot. But I know you can. You were always telling me to stop being so down all the time and do something to fix things. Now it's my turn to tell you the same, Savannah. I just wish I had the strength that you had. But at least I said what was making me feel like s---. Trust me, bottling it in just makes things worse...
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It... I cant, I don't know how to. *collapses again* *buries face* how do I elaborate the pain of... and the way.... I dot know... I can't...
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*helps you up and looks into your eyes, sighing* I may not have done anything about my problems but Savannah you seriously need to do something. Maybe it's this whole "self-condemnation" thing you have going that's hurting you, I honestly don't know.
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Beyond my dramatic depression... beyond my dry words and selfish tendencies.. beyond everything you thought you knew more happened... two months ago... someone...[I] used[/I, me... I can't think anymore.. life is faKlinger down on top of me and how could they? *pulls out blade* why me? Why now? Why am I telling you this.... f---, f---ing f--- s--- just help me somehow, take away this f---ing nightmare and pain for like two seconds so I can breathe! I can't... I don't want to live anymore and I broke my last crutch irl.. I have no more support,
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...I can't... do you understand how hard this is?
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Just tell me everything. There's enough drama in this thread already to make a play out of so any more won't do much harm. And do you know, you're dealing with a lot of the same emotions I was. Some even applied to losing Alli.
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I did....
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Well, not much I can say. Person who used you, well, Depending on who it is and whether it'd makes things better or not, avoid them for awhile and if and when they come running back to you, ignore them and make them pay that way for doing that, idk. But anyway, I have to go, I'm sorry, okay? I'm sorry for everything.
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That sounds so dull in comparison...
Alexander. They used me! As in... ugh, I can't... just let me die, will you? -
Hey, there. I've been stalking this. So, I just wanted to tell you; You're strong. You can make it through anything. Yes, I know it's hard to believe that things will get better, but they will. Trust me.
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That is what autumn said... but...
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