My OFFICIAL thread
Thread Topic: My OFFICIAL thread
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What? wait what? ;-;
I found the thread, Savannah. -
I just can't take this anymore! I am sick of trying to hold my head just above water, I want to drown. I am reattaching to you and I can't have that. I need to be able to down pills without anything holding me back, so let me go right now and make me hate you. I cannot attach to anything, do you understand.?
cool, that is just grest.. -
;-;bye then I guess Savannah. Have a good life without me! *runs off to my room jumps onto bed and screams my lungs out into my pillows*
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You are really bad at this. That makes me want to stay. Now try something different or I will go get more pain meds.
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THIs iS aLL A GAME TO YOU ISNT IT? WELL ITS NOT FOR ME SAVANNAH!
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If this was a game then why would I still be here? If I didn't care then I would just leave but I can't. I it isn't about you. Now get me out of here quickly, please, let me go cool off in an effort of rest....
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I don't care... I just can't.... *sigh* I need real, honest, help.
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Not even a day after Alli left.
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Ha, it's funny because that is part of the problem. I can't be here. You belong with Ali and every time you talk about her I know I shouldn't be here be use you belong with her and I can't bring her back so a weight just settles in my chest. And then, when I went though those pages I saw how happy you were with her and it kills me because I can't being her back and I can't ease your pain so all I can do is get you to let go of me. You keep saying things and I have no flipping idea what you mean by them, but it is impossible when you obviously need Ali, yet keep saying things to me that conflict me and make me want to push past my boundaries.
that is why I flipped out, it really, honestly, truly is. -
Savannah, don't worry about the random s--- I say. I make them un-understandable just so that you cant hurt yourself about it.
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I can't it worry about it, that it's like if I came up to you and told you that you would see me later that day and then told you that I couldn't make it and then later told you that the whole conversation didn't have anything to do with you. That makes no flipping sense! Now you keep hurting me when you try not to so just try, okay, or just leave. I don't know... I really just can't think right now and I want to start throwing things again.
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Savannah...can I just open up? Can I just tell you something that I haven't had the ability to say?
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Please, please do so. I really need honestly, I have been lied tor for long enough, I am sick of the deception.
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Gmail. hang on a sec
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