help...?
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Thread Topic: help...?
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okay you may not know who i am but i am an older member's other account and uhm
just recently an ex told me they had cheated on me and it's made me feel so worthless and like a whore or smth and ive been so suicidal and out of it since Thursday maybe and now im in my room in the dark and i have a stash of pills and im having a really bad panic attack
knowing this destroyed me even if we weren't together because i mean ?? i wasn't good enough i guess and i have the lowest self confidence and knowing this is making everything worse and oh my god i cry so much not because i love him but because i feel stupid and worthless
then there's this girl who's been really supportive with me since then and she just left to go on a trip for a few days and i know she's really worried for meandf---ilovehersomuchbut idk this has made me feel so inane in general and i feel like quite bother to her and before the prospect of seeing her soon was what kept me hanging on but now when she returns she'll start worrying about me again and i. i just feel so useless and not worth worrying for
i really just want to die like seriously no one f---ing treats me well irl anymore so what's the f---ing point
i just want it to stop i dont want to commit suicide but i feel like it's better for me to just f---ing drop dead now -
s---. Please don't hurt yourself. That was nothing. An immature guy with no sense of loyalty. He's the one that should feel bad, not you.
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