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I mean what's so good about having new bags, new books, new this, new that. I'll get out of school soon. I won't need 89% of the stuff I have.
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We all don't seem to notice this.
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I feel bad and ungrateful for spending my guardian's money. They could be spending the money on themselves, but they choose to spend it on me.
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^~^ it's because time is flying by and I haven't done anything with my life. Seriously. We're going to be half way through the year in June. That's less than two months away.
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And three months after that what? My birthday will come to remind me I have one less year to live.
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^~^ I feel like repaying what my parents did for me and a way to fix the broken family would mean having children and raising them.
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^~^ but I don't want that. I don't want to marry a male. I don't want to be married to anyone. I want to be by myself.
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But my mom is starting to say stuff like " I want grand children. " " Nathaniel is good looking " no. I don't want that.
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I don't know anymore to be completely honest.
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I hate being human.
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^~^ let's turn this depressing thing into a happy thread.
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It's time for happy pictures time. ^~^
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