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I'm bad at conversation. Sorry. Tough things come up and I disappear
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Death is the easy way.
Life can be the worst fate you can have, far worse than death...
But it can also be the best fate you can have.
You don't know what the future holds. That's what keeps me going, if nothing else. Sure, it might be a false hope, but it also might not be. Wouldn't you be disappointed if you let it end and on the other side you found out that if you would've just stuck it out you would've seen the end of this kind of suffering, and seen something new come about, something far better than you've ever seen before? That would disappoint me, for sure.
There's nothing wrong with feeling like you do - it's a natural response to having a life that seems to do nothing but give you endless pain.
But let me tell you, it's not endless. With enough years on this planet, you're bound to be happy at some point.
It feels like it's endless, trust me, I know. But it's not.
Yeah, life can be s---. But life can also be beautiful.
You don't know what's on the other side of death. Maybe there will be happiness, maybe there will be eternal torment, maybe there will be nothing. No one really knows. But we do know that in life, all these things are intertwined, there will be happy times and there will be s---ty times. You've gone through a long s---ty spell. That doesn't mean the whole thing is s---ty.
It's like movies - One can start off okay, get worse and worse, and at a certain point you start wondering if you should change the channel or leave the theater because the movie is so bad. But you stick it out, just for the hell of it. As you watch, eventually it gets better. Sure, that really bad part was part of the movie, but what about that one scene that really moved you, that one you could actually quote a year from now because it was actually inspirational. That didn't make the whole movie great, but the bad parts didn't make the whole thing bad either.
If you don't think you deserve anything but the worst fate, keep living. If you have any part of you that wants something better, something more, keep living. Death is the easy way, the way for people that don't realize that what they're doing is jumping into the unknown which may end up being far worse than you could ever imagine.
What if after you die, your consciousness stays in your body, and you can feel as you rot. And you can't see anything because you're underground. You feel the pain as the sun envelops the Earth. You feel the pain as what was once the Earth, and you, are crushed inside the white dwarf remnant of our Sun, collapsed so tightly into itself that the only thing keeping it from collapsing further is the fact that electrons really, really don't like each other. Ypou feel as this remnant burns out and the universe becomes cold. An eternity of pain.
What if after you die, God decides to send you to hell for committing suicide, and again, you spend an eternity in pain.
What if you never die, and your experience simply slows down more as your coniousness fades, and you're forever trapped in your last moments, probably quite painful. For eternity.
What if when you die it's more like a coma where you'll dream, and what if that dream is your own mind conjuring up your own worst fears and projecting them to you for, what is in your mind, eternity.
No one has come back from being truly dead. Dead for a few minutes, maybe days, but never long enough to experience truly what is on the other side. We don't know. It could be any of these things, or something far worse.
I think a life of pain here on Earth is nothing compared to what could come after. Enjoy the pinch while you can before the real torture begins.
Of course, far better things could lie beyond life, but all are equally probable, because we don't know. I'd rather not take that chance until I have to, no matter how s---ty this life is. Because for all I know, what lies beyond could be incomprehensibly worse.
Life may be pain, but at least something good can, possibly, come out of that for awhile. That may not be the case of what comes after.
Just honesty. I've thought about this too., and these things are what I thought about. Its why I'm still here, even though life is painful. Make your own decision, it's not my job to do that. But I wanted to share my thoughts.
You're never a failure until you let yourself be one. -
Life was honestly the worst thing that could have happened to me.... And honestly, trying to stick on the very, very, very small hope it will get better is laughable... As for whether I'd be disappointed IF it got better, the answer would be negative... It'd be just another s---ty decision in this hell and I'd rather be dead then wait another twenty plus years... Fairly certain that my life will always be failure at anything and everything I try to do, even show happiness without being disgusted for five seconds by PDA..... Death would be a blessing to those who met me, as they would no longer have to deal with a broken, depressive, reprehensible failure that no one should have EVER given two s---s about... I have never believed in any so called 'god' and never will, because if there even was, I was a critical mistake.... Nothing good has ever come out of this pitiful existence and never will.....
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dude im sorry but this s--- gets old
life isnt ever gonna change if you never do anything to change it
and constantly thinking everything you would do would end up negative is not a good way to live
so like grow a pair, get over yourself and live a decent life -
You honestly think I haven't bloody tried that?.... Everything I say and do always does end up in failure... The only thing I've ever done right is breathe... I have no one to count on, and no friends to talk to and when I try, I get laughed at, ridiculed for even f---ing trying... I have a pair, I'm mature, and living a 'decent' life with everyday alone is what I do daily....
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well sounds like you surround yourself with s---ty people
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I'm in a town full of crackheads and junkies...
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then move
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he's always been like this. people come in and out of his thread writing heartfelt paragraphs, but it doesn't help. some people just want to feel bad for themselves instead of taking action and doing something about their situation. save your time and energy.
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you right
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Spook.
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❤
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Alright well. I’m not giving up on you. Never have never will.
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And I won't give up on you. I never did.
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How the hell did this thread last 5+ years? I am genuinely curious.
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