My Thread!! :)
- Locked by RainInTheShadows on Apr 23, '20 2:02pmReason: Locked at owner's request.
Thread Topic: My Thread!! :)
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can my heart please relax like i get it you’re in love
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hi and happy birthday again
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oh thank you again :)
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should i attempt to write in here again or will i be ridiculed by future me again
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ehhhh ima just do it LMAO
sorry future axel looking inside this thread in disgust -
My heart skipped a beat as the realization occurred to me. This was it. The moment of my dreams was finally happening.
I admit, I dream often, but never in my life had I experienced such vivid dreams of what could be and the happiness that flourished after. All my past dreams were all abstract in forms I couldn’t quite reach. Mikhail made my imaginations come to life; my dreams of him were too real.
Here we were now, sitting in my earthy room, leaning into each other and tangled within our arms. My physical form screamed in anticipation of contact. Our lips brushed tentatively first.
Maybe I was doing this wrong. This isn’t what it wasn’t like in the movies, and this isn’t what everyone says their first kisses were like. Anxiety took over the anticipation; I pulled away.
“Um.” I nervously scoffed, but retained my hold on Mikhail. “I don’t think I’m doing this right. I’m sorry.”
“You’re doing great.” He secured his arms around my waist and comfortingly rubbed my sides. “If you want to stop, it-“
“No!” I interrupted. My cheeks heated up. “I mean. If this was right. I want to continue.”
Mikhail nodded before leaning in once again; our noses bumped lightly this time. I guess this is part of what happens? I relaxed and took in the moment. My hand wandered to rest on his warm neck; the other cupped his cheek. Both my thumbs tenderly circled his skin.
Then, it happened.
I couldn’t tell if it was overwhelming or anticlimactic. It literally only felt as though our lips were smushed against one another, yet the feeling behind our synchronized lips was unbelievable. Each kiss opened and closed a new door of bliss and intimacy with him. It was everything I wanted.
Once he pulled away for sure, I was completely breathless. Should I say something? I looked over Mikhail’s expression; he seemed to be overtaken in wonder.
“You don’t have to say anything.” He smiled endearingly. “Come here.”
I accepted his invitation to lay against his chest. His heart beat faster than usual, but still at a lulling pace. -
i don’t know what else to write so i’m not gonna kill it with some s--- ending LMAO
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i wish you could delete posts on your own because i’m so embarrassed by my own writing
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ill just sadpost until i’m at the next page
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except i’m at a pint where i cant sad post because i’m so empty and devoid of emotion because of what i’m going through :)
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welp
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actually.... it’s not that bad. that’s a pretty good practice. my writing is not awfull. i’m just mean to myself
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your writing is good
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oh wow thank you!!
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yo and everyone at home wonders why i don’t talk to them LMAO
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