Crying
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Thread Topic: Crying
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It is late now, and my body tells me I need rest.
I slowly try to relax, slowly unwinding my mind's thoughts.
I lie there, looking up at heaven, having many thoughts and dreams.
I am now relaxed, all my thoughts are gone.
And as my arms grow limp and my eyes heavy, I drown into sleep.
I turn again on my back, something is not right.
I stare up at heaven again, and it starts happening all over again.
I can feel the pain coming, I can feel it in my eyes starting and I try so hard to stop it.
I push the pain back, I push the hurt back, I shove it inside me and force what is coming.
I tried so hard but the hurt has overcome me, it is happening again.
Please don't let it happen again my heart can only take so much.
I cannot help it, I am overcome by my feelings again.
The pain filled up my blue eyes with tears of hurt.
Please I cannot go through this again I just want the pain to stop but the tears keep rolling down my face
I push my face in the pillow so no one can hear my cries, please I just want it to stop.
It is getting worse, my body hurts because of my cries and I push myself harder into the pillow so no one will hear.
I am crying so hard it is pulling everything inside me out and putting it all back in everything inside me hurts so bad.
I try to tell myself to stop but then the crying is uncontrollable, my hands are a pool of my own tears.
I can't take it anymore the night silence is pierced by my crying.
And my crying goes on for everyone to hear, I am so sorry I cannot hold back the feelings in my heart any longer forgive me.
As the sun rises the next morning, my crying has stopped.
My head hurts so much, my body aches.
I have to get up and face another day, I try so hard to make it happen but I hurt so much.
As the day grows darker and colder, so will my heart, and my tears will fall in the cold night again.
My body will ache again from the pain,
My heart will break a little more until it cannot take any more and is so fragile that the wind will blow it apart, scattering it into a million pieces over the world. -
I love it :)
You write really good.
I just can't explain how much I like it... five stars :) -
Thank you so much WB in time you wi see my writing are base on my life and what um going thru. Thanks again
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Wow...ur life is that sad...and i thought my life was useless...
but you're never alone...i give u all my wishes for hapiness :) -
Aww thx WB. *hugs*
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*hugz bak*
It must feel like ur all alone when u have problems relating to life...it's sad.
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