Me Myself and I
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Thread Topic: Me Myself and I
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BabyChocolate NewbieMe and my flower
I have a flower it doesnt have a name
It's okay because I gave it a name
It's name is Death depressing I know
Me and Death we played togther
When I was younger we hated eachother
Death tried to hurt me I ran away
Until one day I decided to stay.
Death was a good friend at the most
But sometimes Death made me feel afraid
Death is good atleast I think
But Death is bad in someways
He has tricks and skeems he plays
Until one day you loose and float away
Death has one and he smiles as you float away
I found out the hard way
That Death wasn't my friend
Death was someone to hide the pain -
BabyChocolate NewbieEverything is so dark
Just like my dieing heart
I have no feeling left in me
My body is frail and Illing
Sometimes I cry out for help
Othertimes just stare with no
words to speak.
My mind is full of things to say
But my mouth stays shut as a promise.
A promise that I will Die and be forgotten. -
BabyChocolate NewbieHello my love
I miss you
Maybe you where just a dream
Your beginning to become just a distant memory
I wish I could remember everything we once did
To the times we laughed and kissed
To the times were we just sat.
Aslong we were togther everything was as it's best.
But now I cant remember
Not even the sound of your voice.
So Hello love
I miss you
Please come back. -
BabyChocolate NewbieI'm alive but dead
Im moving but stuck in place
Im smiling but frowning at the sametime
My mind is working but slowly shutting down
I use to be fine but now..
Im just a shell of who I use to be
The girl who was carefree
The girl who could laugh anything away
Now that girl is replaced with a broken shell
That is barely hanging on. -
BabyChocolate NewbieDrawing love onto my arms.
Deep and dark love.
It runs down my arms and legs.
Makeing beautiful art.
My eyes fill with tears.
My mouth open slighly.
The pain is increasing.
But I love it so so much.
Wrting love on my arms
Until my journey ends
Until I have no more worries
I will write love on my arms again and again. -
BabyChocolate NewbieTears fall one by one
I cant seem to stop
I dont know why I cry anymore
Maybe for the sake of relief
That seems to always leave...
Dont hurt yourself little one
A voice whispers from above
I cry out my voice torn
Slowly I fall
Pulling myself back into the depths of my mind
It's my fault im a lost cause
I've lost my wings there flawed
I made a mistake and now I must pay
Forever my blood will be stained
With darkness of a Fallen saint. -
BabyChocolate NewbieNumbers Numbers all around
Makeing my head spin
What's 2 +2 or 3 times 3
So much to understand
I'm worrying about other things
Dont have time for silly things
Math I hate and hate
So why must I be forced to wait
Wait to learn what's not going to be used one day.
Anywho Like I was saying im worrying about other things
Important things that swirl around in my brain
Makeing me want to scream because
Im trapped there's no hiding for me
Im forced to deal with what I feel there is
No distraction to mask what is real
So tick tock goes the clock as I sit and wait
Wait for myself to fall to just fall away. -
BabyChocolate NewbieNobody said It was easy
We all fall apart
Nobody said we could just leave
Without a trace of who we are
Nobody said we cant cry
It's ourself who criticze
Nobody said we cant hurt
But we stay numb so we dont feel the hurt
Nobody said we cant smile
We feel dead so we frown for awhile
Nobody said it was easy
So were going back to the start. -
BabyChocolate NewbieI'm trying to help you
But you push me away
I'm standing by your side
Like a shadow with no name
My hands open for you
But you wont intertwine
I'm waiting for you
But you sigh and walk alone
I'm watching you silent as a mouse
I'm now just a ghost
Who follows you around
Hopeing one day you will just turn around -
Samntha NewbieThey are good
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BabyChocolate NewbieThank you
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BabyChocolate NoviceMer....
O.O -
There all lies that she has stop believing.
It goes through one ear and out the other.
Before she knows it the floor is covered in blood.
Her blood.
Her eyes are dry.
Her breathing leveled.
Her hands still.
As she stares at the mess in front of her.
A small smile falls on her lips.
Her demons have won once again.
They always do in the end.
Her Arms burn.
Her throat has begun to hurt.
Her eyes are filling with tears yet again.
The sake of relief only last a few seconds.
She always forgets that.
The anger and guilt sets in.
Soon she's just numb.
Tears fall down her cheeks.
But she's not sure why.
Is she sad?
Is she mad?
Maybe even scared?
Her mind has gone blank.
Her thoughts hidden away.
As she stands cleaning up the mess she has made.
It's normal in her mind.
It's a routine.
A routine she sometimes enjoys.
A final sigh leaves her lips as she leaves.
Her arms now bandaged.
Her heart bare.
This girl is so tired.
Her eyes are heavy.
She lays in her bed.
She doesn't sleep.
Her eyes just stare.
She's damaged and broken.
She soon will die and know one will care. -
*hugs*
These poems are deep -
*Hugs*
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