Poems
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Redrose2 NewbieGetting left behind
Not being loved
No one understanding
No one caring
are
my fears
I had a dream
I was lost
No one tried to
find me
No one cared
No one listened
understood
Feeling left out
Feeling like no one
understands
Feeling like no one
can hear me
When I'm screaming
to be heard
Destructive behavior
I have
Wishing I could change
Wishing I could make it
better
Wishing for another chance
Wishing for someone who
will come and save me
from myself.
my fears
not being heard
being left behind
not being understood
no one caring.
how can I
disappear
make people
understand.
Disappear from
this world
Show people what
It's like to
worry, misunderstand
not care.
my fears,
people laugh
people tease
people misjudge
people misunderstand
me.
Behind my back,
they laugh,
tease,
hurt,
so I can't see
them. It hurts.
Now,
I hide this
pain
in my heart
making sure
No one sees
my hurt,
Pretending to be
someone
I'm not.
Trying so hard
to fit in
to cover the
scars, trying
so hard,
to be liked
by you.
My feelings
disappearing
No regrets
Hoping no one
resents me.
After my dream
ended
I wondered...
What am I leaving..
When I leave here?
The pain
I've caused the hurt
the disappointments
The worries
Hoping, now
people understand
people miss
people hear me
and others
Forgetting all,
all the pain, and hurt
I learned to hide
inside
buried deep in
my heart. No way
out
My fears...are these.. -
Sounds good! And so much like me.
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Redrose2 NewbieThanks I will be posting more
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Redrose2 NewbieThe darkness surrounds me
It's getting so cold
I'm all alone
With no one to hold
My world is so empty
All what's left is pain
No sunshine to light my way
Just never ending rain
I drown in tears
My heart is crying
No one seems to notice
My soul is dying -
Redrose2 NewbieI lay in bed alone at night and wonder why I'm here.
I do so much for everyone
Why don't they show they care?
I met this girl who said she loved me
something I haven't heard in so long.
She used me for my money
what a ride she took me on.
There is so much hurt I feel, so much anger trapped inside.
Sometimes I wish my dad was here, but to me he's not alive.
I have no one to talk to
These drugs seem to be the only way
Turns out it's a lie just like the smile I put on each and everyday.
I know outside I'm smiling, It's the face I fake for you,
But inside my soul is crying and there is nothing I can do.
I know my family loves me,
I'm there when their decisions are poor.
I'm sick of feeling like this walked on rug thrown upon the floor.
I lay in bed and wonder what the hell I'm doing here
Can I wake up from this dream?
Can I please just disappear? -
The last one is exact to my life minus the drugs.
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Redrose2 NewbieOh
Wings of wax will melt and fall apart
But what if they are a true reflection of what's in my heart?
Weak, easily discouraged, and without pride
My escape to freedom denied
I can never spread my wings and fly
I will never know the feeling of the sky
For these broken wings keep me grounded
And trapped with the memories of how they once sounded
They used to be so beautiful and proud
But now they hang around me like a black shroud
Reminding me of my once known glory
And how this is just another sad story
These wings are torn and tattered, no longer able to carry me
My heart, unable to dream of the possibility of being free
And my soul, now a deep black abyss
Waits silently for death's blissful kiss -
Redrose2 NewbieI'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness
and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under
I yell for help but no one is there to hear it
I begin to see the water at eye level
and I kick and flail
fighting to stay above the darkness
But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me
and I slowly begin to give in
to the feeling that lies below the water line
the waters starts to fill my lungs
the lungs that once held so much life
yet now they allow the murky water to replace that
I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness
But why doesn't someone grab my hand
pull me from darkness's grasp?
because no one knows I stand at the boundary
the boundary between light and dark
so I give in to the thing that holds me
All of the strength and all of the courage
that I once held in my heart
can't save me from the water
So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness
undetected by the occupants of that world
I don't want to fight anymore
I've given into darkness -
These are good.
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Redrose2 NewbieThere not mine but I s ok them out
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Redrose2 NewbieMy eyes close
I'm holding onto
my memories
and hatred.
my slumber
all alone in my head...
so silent.
I can't explain the way
my tears run blood along my veins
if I let go of my pain
I'll cease to be, give into the plague...
war is coming,
I can hear it in my heart
blood will flow
along the grounds of the innocent,
I can't deceive
the darkness anymore...
I'm letting go, I'm losing control of myself...
you beat me down,
so low and now
I'm crying my soul
I'm losing control.
you led me to
a place where I
can't feel my face...
death is just an anesthetic
for what's to come
a body left behind with no face
feeling numb
all alone I cry here
fading into nothing
all alone I lie here
dying...
...losing myself... -
Redrose2 NewbieThis one discribes me
I'm fine in the fire,
I'm right where I should be,
Don't try to fix me!
I like the pain,
I love the darkness,
I'm used to it,
I'm broken forever,
It's impossible to fix me,
I cry myself to sleep,
I cut till blood pours,
I have scars on my wrist,
I love screaming music,
I see things that aren't there,
I guess the devils speaking to me,
He chose me,
So there I will go,
666,
My favorite number!
I'm fine in the fire!
I'm all alone -
Redrose2 NewbieThis one I made I hope u like it
What lies around that corner by Red
The darkness is creeping around the corner
pulling at the back of your hair
Pulling you towards the black mist,
Death is waiting
Waiting to take its prize
The prize of winning a darkened soul
a soul to tease, a soul to drink
The darkness is closer than you think. -
These are awesome
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Redrose2 NewbieThanks percie
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