So its been 2 years since my friend died
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Thread Topic: So its been 2 years since my friend died
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Misery. A single word gives me back a thousand memories. The day when my friend died, A thousand waves, waves of despair and agony, i'll never forgot. I glance up and wipe a tear, stitched onto my face, knowing that the scar of him leaving me will always be there. You wont know that pain, that one person who was close to you, that one person who mattered, two years ago we laughed and played, two weeks after that i'm at him funeral. My body turns as lifeless as his when I heard the news. Another single tear of despair.
If your out there, sitting in heaven with that same awesome evil smile of yours, I hope that you know i will never forget you. But that day, my world collapsed in front of me. Its still been hard after your death. I was either in a counselors office or at the nurse's almost every week after that incident. I miss you. You've been gone for two whole years now, as I just watch those useless 800 days slip bye without you.
RIP Billy: 1998-2012 February 13th.
Don't ever judge me for it. Do you know what its like, breaking down when people ask you if you have a best friend?Do you? Personally, I hope you never will. -
I don't even know what to say... I'm so sorry.
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