Half-Bloods Forever
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Thread Topic: Half-Bloods Forever
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What?
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Hm.
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Well, my evil Titan I-Will-Be-A-Champion-Of-Titans part took over. Now I'm aching all over. Gods, why me?
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Why you? Probably because you have potential.
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@LetsParty- Look at BOTH my posts here Nya~
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I know. Plus I have something I need to talk to you about. Be on in 14 hours
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I'M ON NOW
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Oh good. But I won't have much time. I know how my other half takes over. Well, more or less
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Alright. Go for it.
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Sorry, been busy. First of all, at what times she'd take over. Usually it's here at 4 pm to 6 pm. From what I've seen, in that time she manages to get away with not doing anything for my parents. I think that she trains then. That explains my aching body every time I regain control. And it explains the new bruises I get. Now, how she takes over. From the part of my brain where she resides, she can cause headaches or make my vision go dark, almost like I faint. With the headache distracting my mental defenses, she manages to slip past and get control. With the blackout, darkness invades my vision from all sides and she gets a chance to take over while I try to get my vision back. How I can keep her out. With the blackout, I just need to sit for literally five seconds then the darkness goes away and she didn't take control. It only works if I don't panic. The headaches are a different thing, but I've figured out how to stop all my defenses from going. I need to build more stable and stronger mental walls. Let the weaker ones handle the headache while the stronger ones stay and keep my other side out.
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Damn...It actually sounds like you know what's going on. The fact that you've figured out how to semi-control her helps. How long exactly has this been going on? I know that it started happening a few pages back in the thread, but was it going on before that, just not as intensely? Do you think it's possible she can draw from your own strength, draining you and making her stronger? And do you have any idea where and how she 'trains'? Also, why does she want your body? I know we've gone over the whole potential thing, but for what purpose?
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When it started: about two or three months ago. Back then she was just another voice in my head. Draw my strength for herself: No, we are one and the same. Two sides of the same coin. If the one side of a coin is bent, isn't the other side bent? Our strength, intellect and mentality are merging. We are becoming whole, if you will. Our strength has always been connected but the others are starting to merge. Training: I'm not sure where or how. My body: It is our shared body, but the only difference now is my two mindsets are battling for dominance as they merge. At the moment I'm like a walking war zone. Purpose: She's the Titan half. She only wants what's best for the Titans. Today, she was half in control and I couldn't get control back. Until I took the butchers knife and cut my left palm open. I found out about the merging a few hours ago. She let a thought slip into my current 'good' mindset and that's when I figured it out. Right now merging is at turtles pace if not slower.
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What will happen when you merge? Do you know? Why would cutting your palm open make her go away?
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I think that when we merge, our mindsets will merge making me join the Titans. But I might be able to become a plain out neutral if I do all this right. And with the cut, I think that she had just gotten control but the sudden pain made her retreat. So if I'm a bit too far gone, pain helps. And my one necklace that I swiped from my mom also helps for some reason.
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