He still means so much to me
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Thread Topic: He still means so much to me
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But I guess not. He's moving in two days and tomorrow is his last day of school. He said that I was beautiful and nobody should tell me different. I started bawling my eyes out at that. I'm going to be crying in school tomorrow. And blaaaarrgh...If I need to talk about him more I'll come here and you don't need to read any of these, this is just for my little heart's use.
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rascal1178 ExperiencedOkay, spill your guts. What happened?
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He left today. I'm still crying. Ok so here's what happened:
I hadn't seen him much today until band. I was hoping I would see him there, but he left after like two minutes. His friend told me that they were having a go away party in his homeroom. I asked my band teacher if I could go, because she knew I was dating him for a while. She said, flat out, no. No, I have to see how your solo matches up with the rest of the band. So I had to stay in band. I went to my locker after, and it was the end of the day so people were leaving school. Nate was emptying his locker out, and all of his friends were surrounding him. Then he just left. I was thinking, this is the last time I'm gonna see him. But I get to the end of the hallway and he's waiting by the stairs. That's when I started crying. He told me not to cry and then wiped the tear off my face. It was so cute bud sad. Then I had to stay after school and we got to the classrom and we said bye. I walked in the room and started bawling my eyes out and I started hugging all of my friends. I turn around and my sister was in there with Nate. HE WAS CRYING! He hasn't cried in four years. We were both crying and giving eachother hugs, then we both said I love you and he left. I'm still crying. I'm proud of what his father is doing for our country, but why can't he stay? -
rascal1178 ExperiencedIt's going to be hard. I'm not going to sugarcoat it. You are going to miss him and you might even feel empty on the inside, but you will get over it. As much as you love him, there are others out there. Other people who are going to always be there for you. You never forget your first true love, and this is a great learning experience for you, as much as it sucks to hear that right now. I know the feeling, and it sucks, but you get through it. Maybe ya'll can stay in tough through email?
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Oh my God. D:
I'm so sorry, Flib. -
Stupid Texas :'(
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rascal1178 ExperiencedI want to give you a big hug right now to tell the truth. You deserve one.
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Thanks.
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I was crying in homeroom and my friend thinks I'm crying and making a big deal out of it for attention. -_- That b----
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rascal1178 Experienced*gives awesome, giant hug* Don't worry about her/him. They just don't understand.
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*gets awesomely giant hugged* thanks
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rascal1178 ExperiencedYou're welcome. Here, have a piece of comfort cake *hands you your favorite kind of cake*
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*takes the cake*
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