Wonderf---ingful.
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Thread Topic: Wonderf---ingful.
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SO. I like a certain somebody who happens to sit next to me in choir... So at the concert we were all like, buddy buddy. And we went on this expedition around the school afterwards to find his sweatshirt, which I found out later he purposely lost so he could spend time with me. So I was like, awwww! :3
And he's so nice and all that crap that I look for in a guy. The concert was last week...
Then I see him today for the first time since then and it's totally different. He doesn't acknowledge me and I say hello and smile, as usual, and he just looks the other way. He even requested for a seat change. It's just weird for me... Because I didn't say *anything* about liking him to *anyone*. But people said stuff to me about him liking me. But now it's all awkward, damn it.
I guess I feel bad because I knew there was potential for a very good friendship. And then somehow he found out I liked him or something and now it's like I'm just another person. That he barely talks to. Pssh, it's not like he spends all his time talking to me and joking with me or anything. No, he didn't get a detention for trying to talk to me smack in the middle of the performance. And no, this clearly isn't the same guy who used to try to hold my hand or get closer to me. Sarcasm, people. All of those things are the truth. He did all of those. s---, I just don't know what happened. It's probably my fault. I mess up EVERYTHING I touch, damn it. So I was just wondering how I could make things less... Awkward and weird between us..? Because it hurts to look at him now, or see him walk into a room talking with such enthusiasm to everyone but me. Maybe I'm mistaken, and I was interpreting everything incorrectly. God, life is a f---ing puzzle, just like Near implied in Death Note. And I can't solve it... Which makes me "just a loser", right Near? I'm sure he'd be nodding at this point in time.
So. This was just a venting thing I guess... To get my thoughts straight. But if you have advice, I'm all ears. I feel so stupid asking for advice about relationships... I always said I wouldn't need to, and here I am, a desperate freaking loser. Yeah. Advice. Hellos. Anything. Or you can just ignore this too. Sorry for wasting your time.
~ Lananana -
Try to get him alone or not...and just ask what happened between you two.
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something.simaler.happened.to.me.but.we.had.been.friends.for.about.a.month
i.agree.with.nix -
Give him some space for a while. He might have a good reason, and confronting him about it might make things worse.
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Maybe people were talking about you two or spread a rumor that you were going out with him and he wanted them to stop. That's what happened to me
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Ho-lee shiet... ^-^ He started to talk to me again... And he's always high fiving me or hugging me or accidentally putting his hand on my knee... x3 I know I make it sound so creeperish... But I'm dying inside. Because of a dude. Who I probably like more than what is a healthy level. :D Thank you guys! (Whoa. Looking back at this I seem like a phawking preppy. XD)
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Did you find out what happened?
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Nope. Still clueless. Probably always will be. But I'm glad he's finally talking to me again. :3
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O_______O I. Have. An. Update.
:DDDDDDDDDDDD We hugged today before I got on my bus. For a long time. The bus driver had to honk to get him to stop hugging me! xD But holy f---ing jesus, I feel so 'fluttery'. Like a butterly. :3 Yeah, that's it. I feel like a butterfly. I'm 10 feet off the ground and I'm not coming down. Heheheh... I like him so much it's becoming unhealthy. xD
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