I want to be acknowledged...
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Thread Topic: I want to be acknowledged...
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Not for being a ruthless murderer, but for being a man that was forced to kill to save his own life, one that did count in the end..
Not for a jerk, but for someone that has lost trust in every being of life.. Except one..
Not for a spoiled brat, but for someone that had just regained the luxury of freedom once more, after years of being held as a pet..
Not for an irresponsible parent, but a boy who didn't anyone to parent for him..
Not for a liar.. But someone who was fed lies.
I'm a person. An alien, more exact.. But a being, nonetheless. I have feelings. I've had hard times. But the ignorance of some people misleads them, and they never realize the past of their enemy.. Their best friend.. Maybe even their spouse.
I want my past to be forgotten within the hearts of those I've killed. I've done mistakes and I completely regret what I did. I've taken so many lives of innocent people.. And I realize that it was wrong. Wouldn't people do the same if I disturbed their peace as well? Ever since I realized that if I were weaker..
No more. No more killing. It's been a long time, hell, last time I killed something it was a roach. But the urge and desire for crimson liquid on my gloves of blood curdling screams lingers in me. I've promised myself so many years ago that I would kill every being in the universe to gain strength if I had to. And the lusting to do as I vowed remains in me.. But it is wrong. The desire is a sin.
Why did I even bother with this? Because.. I realize I've done a lot of things that are not acceptable. I've said that already so many times. But I just want people to know that I did them to stay alive. For me to live.. I had to kill hundreds. Thousands. But I saved the lives of others as well. Not many.. But I did. I changed my ways slowly, and though I'm different now, no one takes how rough it was to change, into consideration. They expect me to have been perfect years ago.
And I do happen to understand that. Even now, though I've changed my ways, I have an extreme, firey temper. One hit and I'm angry. But I have a soft side that shows. It's embarrassing to show it.. But I do have a side of me that understands, that longs to show everyone I care, when no one cares for me.
I just always wanted to be loved.. Just like I've loved others in my heart. It makes me jealous when I see Kakarot, getting along with everyone he sees, even his enemies. He cracked jokes and laughed with my master. He has so many friends.. It makes me envious that he has such social skills, being the damn idiot he is. And the only friend, now something more, I've ever had, to this day, is him. Even then.. I needed persuading from him to become allies.
It just.. I've always wanted to be appreciated.. But no one notices me.. Because I'm always in my corner, trying to stay away from the 'fun'..
I just simply want to be liked again, like I was when I was a real prince..
Alice: :O Wowz.
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