Du you hate yourself ?
You really hate yourself, I really feel sorry fore you, but life is life you cannot do anything other then live it :/ Well, you can kill yourself BUT DON'T !!! Contact a psychologist instead !
You do love yourself, that's good, keep on going ! Don't love you too much, so you getting mean. just Be okay, your the one that people likes :) I like you, i promise :) I think I do, At least :S