Are you really a Christian?
A Christian is a follower of Christ Jesus, a person who believes in the new doctrine, and follows it's ways. A Christian also love Christ jesus with all his/her heart.
Few people in this world give the chance to become a Christian, and are fallen into darkness and damned to eternal Hell, others are followers of Jesus Christ, who have struggled, and they need help. A good Christian loves others, that doesnt mean you cant be angry once and a while, it just means that you need to show Christ's love to encourage others, and to help bring them into the light.