Hello again...
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Thread Topic: Hello again...
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Names actually Ellisian Matters. When I was little I was a bright happy child. I used to be preppy (like pre k preppy...) I was a pretty child with long auburn hair that came to my waiste. Untill one day I was at a swimming pool in a bikini (who gives five year olds bikinis?) and I couldnt swimm. My best friend came up and started teasing me about how I couldnt and before I knew it I was being shoved into the deep end. I felt myself sink and i could only see the blinding reflection of the sun. I was thrashing and clawing to get back up. The craving for air. Then I felt myself slipping away. Dark spots gathered in my vision and consuming me whole. The next thing I knew my eyes fluttered open to a blinding hospitle. Another little boy shot out of his chair. Something in my brain clicked and I emmidiately liked him but then I remembered what my friends had said. Dont hang out with emo boys! I shoved him away and later on found out he had saved me. All that happened for the next few months was my friends fully dening me and a deep anger surged through me. I cut my hair so it was shulder lenght and choppy. I turned into the real me. and everything was ok... For awhile.
But thats just the beginning of my life. Its not like you would want to hear more... -
I sort of drifted through kinder garden. Noone would talk to me. Not even emo boy. Untill one day I felt the taunts grow louder, the pokes harder, the lonelyness consume me. I ran into the janitors closet cluching my head and sobbing. Almost a half a minute after I entered another person did. I remember seeing the emo boys face riddled with worry. "My name is Justin." he said. "But I am not that person anymore. Call me Thorn." Thorn then slid his arms around me and held me as I cried. Not even my parents would do that any more. When I finaly stoped crying I gazed up at his face in disbelief. Noone had been that nice to me. A sudden surge of emotion went through my and I kissed him. (more intimate than normal first kisses) and I felt sort of happy after that. After that I began to embrace who I was. A wild rocker goth with a fiery personality... but lets skipp to sixth grade...
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soo... i will write more about my life tomorrow... Belive me after this next part it geets better...
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Cool, write more!
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thanks. I mostly write at night so... Later I will write.
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Alright.
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GinnyGirl NoviceWow... That's awesome!
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