haven't you ever trealized
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Thread Topic: haven't you ever trealized
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you get anxious and really frustrated
to ever have a quick thought
that someone could forget about you in 5 seconds
and you knew them for a long time
like I forget about it often
but whenever the abhorrent past arises and comes back to create nostalgic misery it creates like a quick flash of anxiety like "why am I here?" "why in the f--- am I alive?"
like idk man
it's the frogs that are making us this gay -
breadboy69 NewbieHow about not even thinking that they think about you at all, let alone long enough to forget
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Yeah I've trealized a lot of things..
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as awful as it is i did that to someone
online friend
tried to talk issues out
and just kinda
blocked them on everything
blocked their number/texts/calls
every once in a while i go into my blocked messages and see their messages and i delete
im very bad -
exactly
I mean, I don't really want to care
But sometimes it comes back in retrospect and you can't help it
I know I'm being emo & queer but this s---post had to be released from the bowels of my mind
you have a point, kat
I also did that to someone to
And I feel horrifically bad, and no explanation I just stopped talking to them
I didn't even give them another chance
I wasn't as compassionate as I could be or be a reasonable person instead of a f---ing mindless idiot (not that I blame some for trying to better themselves, but you also can't deny their terrible faults)
And I liked talking to them
I just deleted everything
:') I've seen it being done to me, and I swore I wouldn't do it but I did
And I feel guilty -
breadboy69 NewbieThat's the scary thing about having friends over the Internet. A few buttons, and everything is gone
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ffs
exactly
You have one individual you always talked to
And then with the whim of a button
Gone
All null and void
I don't like digging deep into my personal feelings because that's just meaningless but
Just had to state something -
breadboy69 NewbieFeelings are scary. It does help to talk about them though, remember that
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