All the poems i've ever written
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Thinking an un-thinkable thought
i know that i'm the best
playing in a twighlight zone
i'll just kill the rest
planning every night from then
i won't have a bit of rest
the only time i felt alright
was when i killed again and killed again
Praying that i don't get caught
i'm running out of ink
cuz he knows that when he just got shot
he won't have time to blink
Fighting the love inside my head
won't me anywhere
thinking of a new plot alone
i can't sleep at all in bed
Killing gives me pleasure
sleeping gives me pain
the only time i feel alright
is when i've killed alnight again
sitting inside a house
in the corner of my room
i go deep inside myself
but nothing comes out
i don't know how it started
or if it's just pretend
but when i think of life
it's like a bloody knife
it's not scary at first
but the deeper you look in,the scarier it is.
i sit in the corner
numbing my feelings
not trying to feel
not caring enough
but when i get close to ppl
i try and escape myself
it turned into more people
and i guess it always will.
Sitting alone
on the porches step
smiling wide
even when i'm sad inside
Should i continue
just the way i am
i think i'll stay here
keeping myself down.
Alone i face the world
trembeling inside
even when i seem brave
i'm more like 7 than 11.
Sitting on my bed
bored out of my mind
if its even left
no pun intended
listining to sabbath
kicking my feet
looking at my pen
with things going in my head.
you should stab yourself
they say out loud
but deep inside i'm a frightened child
god which way,how?
i say quietly,
but i've never got an answer
staring intensly
thoughs racing like a car
slowing to a stop
until death do us part.
will you be my friend?
i only have so many,
they run away and hide
then i feel bad inside
is it me or them?
it must be me,i'm different
they look me in the eyes
but i'm to scared to look back
am i paranoid
or simply a bad friend
they lie to me and twist stuff
or do i not understand
i'm sitting on the swing-set
the loneliest friend.
I made a friend last night
but i lost him in a fight
i dont know how he is
or whats going on
all i know is he's gone
i will never know
what i'm smiling about
when life is bad
and im the only one sad
life was once good
i was a little kid
then my world turned upside-down
when i was first hit
i had to stand against a wall
for 15 mins or so
i wasn't feeling good
but no one knew.
and ever since then
my mind has lost it's way
one daay i forgot my H
in the alphabet
and so my head is screwy
i feel so alone
i get flooded with guilt
and now i'm on my own.
~Ozzy
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